I’m coming out of the spaceship

Shortly after Cal-Arts (where I was in the visual art department) I was not only a full-time 60-80 a week working psychic. I also had a band. I wrote, played guitar, sung and basically it was all me for a while. An EP was put out in 1996 by Krown Pocket, around that time David Lovering of the Pixies joined the band (mostly because he had the hots for the bass player in my band Kendra Sparks). There were many incarnations of the band – me being the only part that never changed – we finally settled on Kendra and David and then they started dating and I was sort of a voyeur in my own creation. About a year later we started talking with a subsidiary of Sony records and they wanted to put a record out. My band mates wanted to wait it out but in the mean time I had to have surgery and was told (as a result of the surgery) my face would be permanently paralyzed on one side. I went through an intense regiment of hypnotherapy. I was told that I would be paralyzed anywhere from a week to the rest of my life but there was no avoiding paralysis. I didn’t feel like wearing weights on my eyelids to go to sleep so I spent all my energy working on having no paralysis at all. Needless to say I woke from surgery with no paralysis. Because I had the surgery at UCLA I had a plethora of med students streaming through my room in awe that there was no paralysis, making me smile, grimace, etc. I was told over and over again it was unheard of since the operation required moving the main nerve that ran through all the facial nerves on my right side. To further complicate and make it even less feasible that I should get away without paralysis was this was my second operation for the same tumor which had regrown. It had started in childhood and went five years, growing into the size of a football, tentacles growing throughout all the nerves in my neck and up into my medulla oblongata – the part of the brain that controls all vital functions, breathing, the heart beat, etc. It was a week away from killing me the first time. I was 17 at the time and was told after waking up the operation had taken over 18 hours and was then told how close I had come to both paralysis and death which would have occurred within the week if the surgery had not taken place. So the second surgery was much trickier, there was already lots of scar tissue and it took me almost a year and half a dozen surgeons to even find one willing to do this risky surgery. Needless to say I lost interest in my band as my life and possible paralysis was first in my mind.

However my husband brought out the record tonight and we listened to it. Strangely it held up and was better than I remembered so I am going to share it with you all. You can download it for free if you want or just listen or ignore it completely.

Many blessings,

Denise


Here’s the first track. The others will come in subsequent posts. This EP really fits the creepy Halloween mood. It’s great to listen to while driving around in the dark and looking at Halloween decorations.

I’m coming out of the spaceship

Hey, A Few Things…

I know I’ve done a lot of political things on the blog and perhaps it seems a bit out of character for a spiritual/psychic/astrological site to do so, but to me all things are interrelated. I am going to be going through e-mails and set up ways to answer people and do free readings when I can. As well as answer some people here on the blog and perhaps later down the road find a way to set up a way to call in and do readings for a podcast.

In the mean time there are a couple of things that have been really on my mind big time. One is the obvious Age of Revolution, the other the Re-Awakening of the Goddess and the third is seemingly unrelated – ETs or EBEs. I believe they are all connected in some strange way. Firstly Pluto was discovered before the atomic age and is connected to death, rebirth, sexuality and destruction on a massive scale. Astronomers are now saying Eris is a physical twin of Pluto which is interesting because She is in mythology an actual twin of Aries. But her methodology for fighting is really guerrilla style – sneaky, using people’s (or in her case the Gods) weaknesses against themselves.

And this all leads me to a much earlier post about my feeling that the Haitian earthquake was somehow triggered by negative beings with greater technology than our own. After I mentioned this I found out about fracking which is a technique ( I hadn’t heard about, but some of you informed me of and it had some coverage on Nightline several months back) that shoots high-powered water deep into the aquafor, deluging the land and making it so unstable it causes earthquakes. There have been a number of small earthquakes that have been linked to it, but according to those doing the fracking they never do it on a major fault line or it could cause a major earthquake – hmm, I wonder if we can believe them? Yeah, doubtful.

But according to scientists there is something strange going on – a lot more volcanic activity as well as earthquakes than normal. So if we can cause an earthquake with fracking, imagine what could be done by someone or something more advanced and powerful than our capabilities. I don’t usually like to get too into the far end of things because people who are more in the middle in terms of their belief systems usually get upset and I have no desire to prove anything to anyone. I however have had a lot of strange experiences that if I were to talk about would sound much more like fiction than anything possibly related to reality. I have also seen UFOs on multiple occasions starting from childhood. Later when things got really weird in my mid-20s I found ways to protect myself from dealing with the darker side of all of that by use of the Lesser Pentagram Ritual.

However I do believe more and more people are becoming aware of our connection to life outside our small bubble here on earth. Legends, myths, religions speak of beings coming from the heavens and it is clear (as science progresses) we are closer (genetically) to chimps than to our previously thought closest ancestor, Neanderthal. In fact when we showed up (seemingly out of nowhere) we killed them off – kind of like the white man in the Americas and Australia. It seems we are a rather aggressive and violent species as opposed to the very gentle and passive Neanderthal. They didn’t stand much of a chance. It’s my firm belief that we are descendants of star people and they have continued to interact with us because of this. I found this interesting video I wanted to share for those interested: http://youtu.be/EgoyoHPU1pY

It is an interview with a McDonald Douglas employee who was high up. He is cagey, and at the same time seems extremely credible as well as rational.

For some reason I couldn’t get the link to hook up. WordPress has gotten worse about free stuff which seems like bad timing on their part. I may want to look elsewhere for a better choice as this blog also takes forever to load up and it bugs me!

If anyone has suggestions about this let me know.

Best wishes and many blessings,

Denise

 

Hey, A Few Things…