This year was one of the nuttiest in a long time. I moved across country, had several major physical problems to deal with – which are still being resolved. And the list goes on. Most importantly I really couldn’t focus on anything but the pile of crap that was dumped on me and my families lap.
Now that things are settling a bit I would like to share what has become my current (or more accurately reoccurring) obsession. I’ll let the information come out as it feels comfortable. The people that know me well, know that I’m not really just psychic, paranormal events and strange things revolve around me. This being said. Right before my going off line I saw the (ghost) of my father crying on my sofa. He wouldn’t tell me why he was upset. I soon found out. A lot of poop was about to come my way and hit other members of my family who he named but again wouldn’t tell me what exactly was going to happen.
I had a series of very disturbing dreams around Christmas of last year. 1) Missiles were going to hit LA. 2) I was running from a bunch of tornados and trying to get people to safety. In spring I had a vivid dream I was living somewhere else and looked down at my iPhone and saw a Quake feed (it is an app I had already downloaded) that read: 9.3 Southern California. In the dream I was in shock. I really thought it must have been wrong. In real life I met a woman 2 weeks later who knew someone that worked for the USGS. She had been told scientists believed that the next earthquake in Southern CA would be greater than a 9.2. According to her they were keeping it a secret since there was nothing to be done about it. Sort of the same thing I felt I was doing because if you can’t stop something isn’t it better to just enjoy your life and then deal with things as they come?
I don’t like to freak people out especially about things that are beyond our control. If there isn’t anything we can do collectively I prefer to keep scary predictions to myself which was the primary reason I went dark.
But here goes: the worst thing I have ever been given. It was the worst nightmare – so lucid and clearly a grave psychic warning. Humanity is on the brink of extinction. If we allow this to happen (and in the dream there was little we could do about it which made the dream even more bleak) the souls of human beings will be stuck in the Bardo. That was the exact word used in the dream. I didn’t even know what the Bardo was. I had to look it up. From the dream I saw it was a place worse than purgatory where ones worst fears and nightmares haunted them. It was clear in the dream that the vast majority of humanity would be stuck there indefinitely because no new bodies were going to be available for reincarnation – in either a very long time or perhaps ever.
Here’s a brief description from Wikipedia:
The Tibetan word bardo means literally “intermediate state” – also translated as “transitional state” or “in-between state” or “liminal state”. In Sanskrit the concept has the nameantarabhāva. It is a concept which arose soon after the Buddha’s passing, with a number of earlier Buddhist groups accepting the existence of such an intermediate state, while other schools rejected it.
Used loosely, the term “bardo” refers to the state of existence intermediate between two lives on earth. According to Tibetan tradition, after death and before one’s next birth, when one’s consciousness is not connected with a physical body, one experiences a variety of phenomena. These usually follow a particular sequence of degeneration from, just after death, the clearest experiences of reality of which one is spiritually capable, and then proceeding to terrifying hallucinations that arise from the impulses of one’s previous unskillful actions. For the prepared and appropriately trained individuals the bardo offers a state of great opportunity for liberation, since transcendental insight may arise with the direct experience of reality, while for others it can become a place of danger as the karmically created hallucinations can impel one into a less than desirable rebirth.
The term bardo can also be used metaphorically to describe times when our usual way of life becomes suspended, as, for example, during a period of illness or during a meditationretreat. Such times can prove fruitful for spiritual progress because external constraints diminish. However, they can also present challenges because our less skillful impulses may come to the foreground, just as in the sidpa bardo.
Imagine my surprise when I actually read meaning of the word. I took into account and so should you, that it may have been where I was psychologically since I was in a suspended state.
I am going to start another blog that deals with my other obsession. I’ll put a link on the blog to it. I will leave it a mystery for now as it is a touchy subject and I’ve been reticent to reveal in full.
Many blessings to all,
BTW: I’d love to know what everyone thinks of the enormous amount of comet/meteor experiences. I also want to share a picture of me when I was in my band. It was just a quick polaroid (the old timey kind that you have to pull apart). Besides all the orb like things if you look in the upper left hand side you will see what looks like the ghost of a grey. I NEVER noticed this until finding this picture randomly in a box yesterday while unpacking. I’m wearing a shirt with a cartoon of a grey (a subject I wrote about extensively while in my band in the early to mid-1990s). It’s VERY FREAKY. It confirmed something for me that I will share in a separate blog for those interested in that subject matter.
Here it is with the contrast boosted so you can see it more clearly.
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Thank you so much Denise…though I am so sorry you have been through so much stuff lately…I say better safe than sorry re: So.Cal…so I am glad you got out….I will send extra love light healing to you and So. Cal…and everywhere.
My cousins have lots of their kids living in San Diego…so they all need light around them…if you have time would you please send light to that whole area which i am sure you are doing…but I need to know i tried hard…with your help.
Thank you again… Sally in Stockton , ca…
very interesting foto of you and your “pal”…
I really pray that doesn’t happen. I have no idea when it will happen if it does. In the past my premonitions about earthquakes have been very far in the future so I’m hoping this is the case here. I started having freak outs about the 1994 Northridge quake in the late 1980s so hopefully it will be a long time and give people plenty of time to prepare.
I was in Australia and Indonesia a few months before the terrible earthquake and Tsunami several years back. I knew it was coming. You could really feel it. I didn’t feel that same sense of pressure when I was back there so here’s hoping. I am keeping watch on it – checking patterns along the pacific rim and psychically trying to tune in. And of course sending protective energy to the people on the West Coast. I’m glad you are doing so as well.
Here’s someone I was following for a while:
He seems to think that certain catastrophes will obviate others. For instance, he feels that New York was supposed to have a devastating earthquake and 9/11 was the equivalent – so no earthquake.
Where are you living now? I’m looking at other climes myself – mostly overseas though.
Also, I was very sick a month ago and finally started researching and taking advice I’d given to countless people – evening primrose oil. Sounds like you need a lot of it. It balances hormones and it’s excellent for migraines. It’s not really known for that but it’s a happy side effect. Try it – you can get it at Trader Joe’s for a reasonable price. I think you’ll feel a lot better.
Good to hear form you and glad to hear you have moved and things have calmed down. As I have mentioned before, I grew up in Burbank, in L.A., and the energy there has felt so heavy my last few visits.
My father passed away earlier this year and I am glad he past his suffering given what will come, but it makes me sad for my family still there. My son (then 6), communicated with my dad in his dreams shortly before and after his death and said he seems happy, and he communicated messages to me that only my dad and shared so that my dad would know it was him.
…Which brings my to this morning, when I woke up and checked my emails and saw your post, my son came in and said he had great dreams. I had him what he had dreamt about, and he said he had been to the Moon, and that he had been made a commander and “they” had been fighting the “bad guys” – I asked who made him a commander and he said, “My friends, the aliens.” I asked him what they looked like and he said, “Well, they are smaller than me, and they are grey.” He added they used to scare him when he was younger but not now.
I asked who the bad guys were and he said they were very tall, and that he was not able to fight them on their home planet, but he could on the Moon. I asked where they were from and he said Mars, that they were “orange and red mixed together,” “Very tall, as big as a house,” and they have “strange noses” that they have tubes coming out of them that they use to suck water out of the moon. He and the greys fought them with “giant guns” that shot out “fire bolts” that “made [the Martians] vanish”.
There are more details, and others might think I am nuts, but I have been having more and more visitors in my dreams (not greys, pale and blond or silver hair), and there must be more of us that are being visited. Why, I don’t know. What do you make of the alien connection and all the comets/meteors, Denise? My dreams about asteroids had to do with earlier ELEs at different times on the Earth’s history, not now, so I am at a loss.
My kids live in So California, I currently live in central California. I have no plans to move, and as I know neither of my children and many of my friends in the greater Los Angeles area. what are we supposed to do? move?
Been thinking of buying additional insurance coverage for my properties. I’ll be purchasing earthquake insurance..
Any good news on the horizon??
It might be a good idea to start teaching people how to astral travel, being you are a teacher.
I’ve picked out my next incarnation on another planet because I’m done with this place.
I hope you find peace and happiness where you are now.
Welcome back! My wife and I are currently in Provence, France. Shortly after arriving I dreamt that the third world war had broken out. People were using orange umbrellas to try to protect themselves from the bombs raining down on them and my wife and I were seeking sanctuary in a French TV studio. I hope to God that it was a dream of contrary!
Best wishes from Simon
P.S. Amazing photos of the greys!
Dear Denise, You’ve been SO missed. Welcome back!!! Am so glad to hear that you’re OK, in the midst of all the upheaval. You are a bright light in this world. Please keep posting. I love your writing style, insights and very important messages. It took me a long while, but I finally saw your friend…wow!!!
I am so sorry for your loss, Denise. I hope this move works out well for you. I watched a documentary series on geology which included a couple of episodes on California alone. It was so scary, I had nightmares for weeks.
Last night was the second time I had a dream where my brother in NH was starving to death.
I wonder if it has anything to do with ISON, now that it’s a shotgun blast instead of a cannonball. I wonder if the Eastern Seaboard is going to be hit hard?
Years ago I had a dream that Ventura was getting slammed by meteorites, and I just looked at a map, and the meteorites in my dream were coming out of the east, possibly slightly southeast. I was driving into Ventura from the direction of Santa Paula in my dream.
If you have been preparing for disasters, you might make a push before the end of the year, because ISON’s debris will start arriving around December 28.
I never really like comets coming by. The ancients believed them to be a bad sign. There are theories now that they can bring foreign microbes and possible diseases. Personally the last big comet Hale-Bop did seem to bring with it a lot of chaos. People killed themselves, 9-11 happened followed by two never ending wars and it seemed one horrible disaster after the next. My father-in-law retired that year and spent his retirement getting sicker and sicker. The day before he passed we all saw a glimpse of Ison passing next to the sun. We didn’t take it as a good sign.
There seemed to be a big increase in significant sized earthquakes last pass. I wouldn’t be surprised if that happened again. I feel really bad for you having those nightmares. I haven’t read the other posts yet but I pray he and that area of the coast are going to be OK.
The last time a meteor hit the earth was over a billion years ago when a giant meteor hit and all of the dinosaurs disappeared and civilization evolved slowly. I watched this on Discovery channel.
we could have another giant Meteor hit and that is one theory how the earth will come to an end.
Sorry to hear about your father-in-law. My sympathies go out to you and your family, especially your husband.
That is interesting about possible diseases coming with the comets.
With the tensions running so high with what China is up to, all these comets might trigger something international.
In relation to the increase in space rocks, here is a theory from the webbot’s Clif High on the matter, which I have never seen mentioned by anyone else before.
I quote, “my thinking is that all our comets, known and unknown, are trapped in our solar system with us. Recently, due to, i think, conditions of local space through which we transit, the cone of our solar system has been altered.
i can calculate a squeezing effect all over the cone, that both reduces any given sectional diameter while simultaneously elongating the system as a whole.
Further, there appears to be a distinct change in the energetic nature of the stream these last 2+ years. This may be also related to the cone squeezing process.
In any event the alteration of the cone is responsible for the increase in comets headed to the inner system. Their spirals are so complex, and their speeds such that they are unstable within the flattened conical sections that account for the ‘orbits’ of the larger bodies, and they are thus shifted into oblique conical spirals (within the cone of the system), which is what
accounts for periods of extra-ordinary length.”
What is the cone? Is it a reference to the earth’s magnetic field?
Hope you are doing well. Not sure where you are now but hope it is better and safer.
In the NE there has been a lot of geoengineering activity. But, also I have been seeing UFOs almost on a consistent basis now. Saw six fly the same flight pattern right after each other, equally distant, and glowing red, yesterday. I thought the first one was a meteor until I could see it wasn’t being pulled into the earth via gravity and kept flying along. Saw a different kind a few days ago that was a really bright white light and going a different direction, but was just as close as the ones yesterday. They are definitely not trying to conceal themselves. Wonder what’s coming up. I wonder if playing with the weather has got others’ attention. It will be really scary to find out what is going on. I imagine a lot of people will lose their cool. I also suspect the geoengineering may have some severe impact on human health, not just weather and the planet. If all this snow and rain is loaded with radiation or toxic chemicals, it is possible humans will be stuck in bardo. Or, if Agenda 21 is correct and elite are trying to cull the human herd, an accident n their plan could wipe out all life (I doubt the bunkers for the elite few are 100% secure).
I hope you are somewhere safe. Take a look at the sky whenever you can. There are a lot of clues up there.
Draw pictures if you didn’t take photos and file a report with MUFON. You can do it online. You can also see on the site if others have seen them. I am going to write a post about your comment so look for it.