Truth To Power

When we stand together and use our voices they can not be silenced no matter how many voting machines they rig, or voters they scam off the rolls. I was never nervous about this election until I went to our polling place and found out how crazy things were going down there. Then I worried (human fear not intuition fear) that somehow fate would be thwarted in some evil Faustian deal with the devil made by Romney.

This election was settled by Spirit in the first days of December of 2011 as I posted back then and everything Spirit told me (I don’t know what else to call it) came to pass exactly. Now I know why my Aunt was laughing her head off and saying that I would be right. She knew I would be freaking out like everyone else. She tried to calm me but I am human and a Romney/Ryan presidency would be a disaster for the world – seriously.

Anyway I am SOOO Happy that the right man is in the job and that the Universe is  moving forward as it should – that no amount of money or powerful idiots could change what was meant to be. It is because of us – the people who saw through all of the lies and deception. I have never been prouder of the US not because Obama won but because people GOT IT!

Thanks to all who have participated and to all who have been reading my frantic freak-out blogging.

Peace, abundance and blessings to all,

Denise

And thanks to my deceased Aunt Doris and Grandmother Minnie for appearing yesterday in an effort to reassure me (and my readers) once and for all despite knowing it wouldn’t work.

Truth To Power

The Last Word on the Election

I had a ghostly visit ironically on All Souls Day – November 1st. I don’t usually have these sort of visits. And they had sort of died down – no pun intended there. I can tune into spirits when asked, but it was never my thing. And it wasn’t until about 6 months before I got pregnant that I started seeing ghosts just pop in without any reaching out on my part or being in a haunted house, etc.

It started at the Grove (of all places) a busy outdoor mall in Hollywood that my deceased father appeared next to me. I was sitting down waiting for my husband who was shopping inside (talk about role reversal) and just relaxing. All of a sudden I felt someone pull up the chair next to me. When I turned to see who it was – there was no one there, but I felt my father’s presence and he materialized. We had a nice conversation and he continued to follow me around for several years. He died when I was ten and I’d never been contacted by him before so it was really a major surprise to say the least. I asked why he was there (turns out he was there to deliver my kid from the other side and warn me that I might die but that’s another story).

So back to my main story; the ghosts were around for the year before my kid and a couple of years after. It had been a while since I had an unexpected visit. But to my surprise I was listening to NPR and all the back and forth about how tight the election was – how it might take weeks to get a count, etc. And I just was thinking to myself I didn’t believe it at all.

I got out of my car and saw my aunt. Actually an old conservative Republican in life but now a much happier, more relaxed spirit. She was laughing and told me that indeed I was going to turn out to be right. And the part of the statement I had heard that “Obama is going to win the election but it’s going to be a real nail bitter even though it shouldn’t be,” the part about “it shouldn’t be,” always confounded me a bit. Did they mean that Romney was such a lesser man, or it wasn’t in Romney’s fate or that shenanigans were going to make the race tighter than it actually was? I really couldn’t tell and since that statement I had been trying to decode it. I finally came to the understanding that it was all of the above and to this my Aunt affirmed as did her mother (my grandmother) whom I had never met in life. They were both giddy and excited about all of it and some other things that they were vague about that seemed to be related to me and my family, but anyway – just VOTE and remember you count. And WE the PEOPLE will win this time.

Our next goal will making sure it stays that way. I guarantee you Obama’s win will push the zealots on the right to even greater extremes and after exploiting all the racism – next will come the intense misogyny and attacks on women’s rights. However the women of this nation will not go quietly into the night. I am starting to believe that the discovery of Eris will be about this very thing – feminist revolutions due to the attempts of those in power who will continue to try to control and take women’s rights away. Problem will be for them – we won’t go quietly into the night and if anything this very issue could be the impetus for the next wave of revolutions – guerilla style. I will save all the visions I’ve been having about this subject for after the election.

ERIS is here and she isn’t going away.

For now we will enjoy our victory – those who want a level playing field and democracy for all.

But always remember how fragile our democracy has become and how easily corrupted. It has only been because of the work of some decent people in government that we don’t live in a theocratic plutocracy (BTW Romney would pretty much cement that path having been a BISHOP in his church and a solid Plutocrat.) It will be vitally important now more than ever that PEOPLE really be INFORMED and know history, educate themselves and stay active in politics or we will be conceding our nation to the corrupt and all that has been positive about our legacy will be seen through the dirty glasses of a very dark history.

Best to all and to all a great voting day!

Denise

The Last Word on the Election

Update: elections, migraines, politics, private readings

     OK, I know I said I would do readings again, but I have to go with the dreams and patterns that are happening. The very thing that has given me the gift of seeing the future was born out of a very difficult childhood and as a result I have neurological issues that are being triggered by taking on the stress of others. Someday in a book or on this blog I’ll go into it but for now I have to say I’ve had dreams about this being a bad idea for me.
     I have been doing extensive praying for the world. More than that I have been projecting psychic energy into the the collective unconscious to try and help all humanity, nature and keep us on the path toward saving this earth rather than destroying it.
     This is my work. This is what I am called to do, the blog is just one incarnation. Other versions of this will come out through my writing. I am someone who likes to remain hidden for reasons going back to my childhood. I have taken on much in my life – too much for me to bear at times.
     Right now I feel the pain of this world so intensely that I can’t take all the individual pain on right now. I wish I could,  but I am already starting to suffer from terrible neurological issues. Those of you who have read my blog for a while know I suffer from a rare debilitating kind of migraine – and as it turns out it’s not just one type but two.
     The more pain people unload on me the more violent and painful the migraines which I’ve been having again since saying I would do private readings. It’s also why I  felt I had to charge so much to make up for the down time. But it’s not for me right now. I have to be well and stay the course. I was getting healthy when I focused on my writing and this blog.
     I am thankful to so many of you who have been supportive. And I wish I could lift up those of you who are going through such terrible times. I do know however that things are going to get better and are slowly but surely.
     What we’ve all been through was huge and it is taking a Herculean effort by those good people who serve us in Washington to turn this around. Sadly, not everyone who goes into public service is good.
     I am not surprised by the venom with which the Republicans have shown in their comments toward me. I worked as the manager at a polling site in 2000 during the Gore-Bush election. I knew the outcome would be Bush in the Whitehouse and Gore would win the popular vote. I knew looking at their astrology. And I just knew it. I also knew there would be a tremendous amount of cheating on the side of Republicans.  Even in my district which was very Blue/Democratic they came in every hour during the morning to make sure and check to see what Republicans had voted – which is legal but the Dems didn’t do this, and then when the afternoon came and they didn’t come back in I noticed they had dropped off a bunch of Republican pamphlets instructing people on which candidates to vote for and which measures they felt were good. This is illegal. It is called electioneering. No one is supposed to put up signs or pass out pamphlets within 100 feet of a polling place. But they literally dropped them next to the legitimate literature people picked up before going into the booth. I was livid. Nothing was done. I called the police – they did nothing – the news was eclipsed by much bigger versions of this in Florida and alas we have history, 9/11, and two wars still going and the worst economic disaster since the 1929. Yet they pretend to freak out over what happened in Libya as if it was all the fault of the Obama administration when they got several memos stating that airplanes were going to be used to take down the Twin Towers. Really the nerve of these guys is disgusting. They wouldn’t take responsibility for that even though it was clearly their mistake – Condoleezza Rice said with no visible remorse that yeah, she’d seen the memo, but what were they going to do about it? How about get George Bush to come back from his 6 week vacation on his ranch and make plans to find the terrorists? That would have been a start.
     The election debacle or Republican coup – make no mistake it was no accident. When I went to the county with the pamphlets, they told me it had happened at EVERY POLLING PLACE in CALIFORNIA! Yes, and nothing was said or done about it. These are the people Obama and the Democrats are fighting against – people so greedy and desperate for power (think Smeogol in the Lord of the Rings) that nothing else matters but getting their way – by any means necessary.
     They are Machiavellian. Sorry to say, it’s not just an ideological difference – those who choose to go into leadership in this party are a very different sort of politician – not all of them, but most of them. I pray that this changes and we get back the good Republicans of old who were as dedicated to American values as Democrats are (pre-Nixon), but for the most part the Republicans are dedicated to tearing this country in two classes – wealthy and abject poverty so they can freely exploit those they wish like they did in the good old days when women didn’t have the vote and slavery was legal. Make no mistake we had a coup in 2000 and while I don’t believe they care enough about Romney to orchestrate such a broad scheme, they do fight dirty. And then they complain about it when they get hit back. It’s really disgusting.
     I’m not sure why the Republicans wanted Howdy Doody meets Forrest Gump as their leader except maybe he represented what appeared to be the perfect puppet. But a leader is NOT a puppet. The president makes the calls at the end of the day no matter what and I knew we were headed for terrible danger. I even wrote a book about it starting in 1999 when I finished the first draft. I saw the polarization of America coming. The set of rules for those in power and the rest of us and many other things that have come to pass and will if things go down that road.
     But there are good people in government – despite what cynics think and what Republicans believe. Even some good Republicans who haven’t gotten the memo out of willful ignorance of reality or perhaps just intense disregard for what the party has become.
     I know Obama is a good man. I know Hillary Clinton is putting herself through hell because she wants to help people. I can feel the people who are in politics not to grab power for themselves, but to lift people up and make this country a better place – true Americans who believe in the core of this country and the ideals that make it great.
     We have a choice. We have always had one. We have chosen the dark path on more than one occasion and corrected our mistake. Obama is a correction and he will continue to make this country better and the world better. He isn’t perfect and I don’t agree with everything he’s done but he has to give to get and we have to start somewhere.
     What I can tell everyone is: Obama is in politics because like me he wants to serve people. He believes in the goodness of humanity. And like me sometimes that’s not always easy to do when we are treated badly – when racism, sexism, or just mean-spirited, selfish people take aim at you.
     I would never lie and say that I don’t have an agenda. I do. I want to make this world a better place for all beings. I want so much for us to clean up our mess, to be kind and respectful of all life, to walk our talk. If you believe in God in any form then you should want what I do – to preserve creation. If you don’t you are not a man or woman of God – you are part of the dark side – the chaos – destruction. Count yourself down with the truth of that and I have no problems.
     What I can’t stand are hypocrites – those who claim to want what’s best and use hatred, racism, anger, misogyny and whatever twisted emotion we all struggle with against those who lack the introspection to be clear about what is happening. Think what you will of me, but I don’t get paid to write this blog. I do it because I hope and pray for a better world. And there are many other people out there like me who have put themselves in the sites of very bad people – people who would kill them – like Michael Moore who has constant death threats, just because he showed the world the man behind the curtain wasn’t always working for them.
     I wish all humanity could find that part of them that connects them to the Great Spirit/God/All Living Beings because if they did – there wold be no psychopaths, sociopaths or plutocrats. All would feel the pain of the other and empathy – the key to compassion and love would reign supreme as God intended it.
     Use your own intuition – do you see anything behind Romney other than used car salesman who just wants the job because his dad didn’t get it? The man has not one ideological bone in his body. As he has made clear he is a BUSINESSMAN. It was businessmen who crashed this economy 4 years ago. It was businessmen that shipped our jobs to China. It was businessmen who created the financial disaster we are in. As Romney said himself – it isn’t government who creates jobs – it’s business. So how can he create jobs if he doesn’t believe it’s the job of government to do so?
     Unfortunately for Romney history has proven him wrong. The Great Depression was defeated by government – by investing in hiring people, creating safety nets for the elderly, sick and widows – social security. Government did fix it and we had the MOST STABLE THRIVING ECONOMY IN THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD until the deregulation that happened in the 1980s via Reagan. Shortly after what he did the banks collapsed then, too. Or is that too far back for people to remember? All those S &L’s went under and one of the Bush boys went to jail for it among many others.
     If you don’t believe me just look at history. You don’t have to be psychic, or liberal or anything, just read some facts, use your brain, put some things together, be smart and you’ll see that “Trickle Down Economics” means “Rich people getting Richer,” while you and your family struggle to keep afloat.
     Blessings to you who walks in the light despite the darkness,
     Denise
PS. I still stand by what spirit told me last December 2011 that Obama will win but it will be a squeaker. I’ve asked again and it has remained the same.
Update: elections, migraines, politics, private readings

Romney Deconstructed

Romney on debate night

Romney’s Chart

This is not with Romney’s birth time. But it gives us a great basic idea of the person he is. So Romney has his Sun, Mars, Mercury, Ceres all in Pisces. Pisces is a wonderful sign for psychics, spiritual leaders, and on the negative side con-artists and criminals. Pisces is ruled by Neptune and rules the 12th house.

Neptune is a trickster. It’s great for poets, writers, painters, oil men, spiritual people and psychics again but as Ernest Hemingway famously said all writers are liars. In this I believe he meant that to get to a greater truth writers have to twist facts and events to show the greater human drama behind the story. However these qualities are not great in a politician, a business leader or for someone in power.

Now lets look at all the Scorpio in his chart, the Moon, Jupiter and Chiron. Yes, and what does Scorpio rule –  the 8th house of power, death and rebirth also Pluto again death, destruction and it’s connected to the development of the A-bomb and WWII. It was discovered just before these horrific events occurred.

So water does all this water mean in his chart? Have you ever known someone with lots and lots of water in their chart? And not just water but mostly mutable planets. This is why he goes with the flow, changes on a dime and has no ideological compass. Everything he does is for emotional reasons including running for government. He like the last fellow Republican president and water sign George W. Bush, he feels first, and thinks second.

To be fair he does have a few planets in air Venus in Aquarius, Neptune in Libra and Uranus in Gemini which gives him that uptight, robotic vibe. He has two planets in Leo both outer planets, Saturn and  Pluto both in Leo. Romney has NO planets in Earth, which is probably why he has NO grounding in reality and why he can shift his ideological position faster than the Santa Ana’s whipping through a canyon.

Really, much like George W. Bush, his real motivation isn’t helping the American people or “creating new jobs” which he also said government can’t do according to him, so I’m not sure how he plans to do that and how he can promise that but that’s another issue… Romney’s reasons are emotional. He wants what his father had. He wants to be his dad – bottom line. He had nothing to offer but his own need to be important and live up to his father’s legacy.

It’s a sad state our country is in when a rich, dumb guy whose dad was a failed politician can get enough momentum based on the color of his skin and what hangs between his legs. And if your confused about whether I’m talking about George W or Romney, I’m talking about both.

We have a long way to go in this country. We’ve seen the underbelly of racism come out and we’re seeing misogyny in action with the Romney/Ryan ticket. A man whose grandpa had 5 wives and picked Ryan a man who wants to take away women’s rights, the ability for people to plan their family through contraception, change the definition of rape and put his sick wife through one of the most stressful situation any human being could be put through – running for President. She collapsed off stage after super Tuesday and was first diagnosed after Romney ran the Olympics. But I guess none of that mattered to him in making his decision. Any doctor would tell you that if you have MS the last thing you should be under is intense stress. If anyone noticed on that secret tape where he said he didn’t care about the 47%, he mentioned he wasn’t “using Ann” much. I’m pretty sure that’s why. One has to wonder how she can deal with all of it if she collapsed after super Tuesday. For her sake I hope he doesn’t win. She’ll for sure end up in a wheelchair or worse. It’s a terrible debilitating disease and if the roles were reversed and SHE were running for president and healthy and HE had MS, people would call her a selfish B.

Please make sure to vote,

Denise

Romney Deconstructed

Readings update…

Hey everyone,

I will be passing along a woman’s information who has a lot of natural talent and I’ve been working with to refine and teach her some techniques. She will have an inexpensive rate to start out with. I’ll keep you posted on that.

I will also be setting up periods of time to do readings again. I know my rates are high and often the people who need help don’t have that kind of money. So for every reading I do at full rate I will accept one person for a lesser sliding scale. If the person is broke I will ask them to do a favor for someone else as payment to me.

Unfortunately, I’ve been reluctant to do readings because I had a job developing and writing a script for a major studio. And I also have a toddler who is in preschool who constantly gets sick. I don’t know what it is about kids but when they are sick they climb all over you and my kid likes to literally spit on me – almost as if she knows misery loves company. I’ve managed to get everything she’s brought home these past couple years!

So I’ve been balancing a lot these past few years (as well as a career in the fine arts – a whole other story). I recently did a performance piece at my gallery Gallery 825 in Los Angeles where I dressed in a style inspired by the Heyoka and did readings for people for free. It was a coup in my opinion after having gone to a very academic/critical school for art to fly in the face of that to bring spirituality back into the world of art.

I’m thinking that next week I will set up a specific e-mail for readings and sort through them and set up appointments over the next few weeks.

Sorry to all who have been trying to get in contact with me for readings. I just really didn’t have time due to all that and much more I haven’t mentioned which have made it difficult to guarantee I’d be able to meet my obligations with clients. I felt that was worse than setting up appointments and then cancelling them. Also I’m working on other projects but I will have some time if things continue the way things have been going over the next few months.

Best wishes to all,

Denise

Readings update…

Prediction for 2012 Election

OK, I did a screen shot of the prediction I made December 6, 2011 – which was a year and a half ago when Newt Gingrich was leading in the polls by 40% and was the supposed shoe in. I’m re-posting it due to its prescient nature. 

Here is the other thing I have meant to post since Ryan was named as VP was this same voice told me Ryan was the nail in Romney’s coffin. His fate had been sealed. Interesting how ridiculous and unsubstantial the RNC convention was especially in comparison to the DNC one unfolding which I had privately predicted but didn’t bother to post. 

I do want to post all the mean spirited Republican comments that have been made on this site because it only shows what these “Christian” people are made of – the word is HATE. As far as I know hate isn’t a Christian value except in Republican circles and among crazed religious zealots who stone others to death or blow themselves up in the name of their God. 

If someone does engage in hatefulness no matter what form – most especially if it that hate is utilized to hurt or destroy others – than without a doubt, ABSOLUTELY they are going against the WILL OF GOD. And they are perverting religion (no matter what kind) to fit a political agenda in order to suppress other human beings who BTW God also made. You may wish God to be on your side, but God is only on the side of the pure of heart and those who move His/Her children forward toward love, community, humility and peace. Fear, anger, hatred, suppression are all hallmarks of the opposite of a holy or God inspired or religious/spiritual person. If you choose the darkness than expect it to overwhelm you, expect to be sucked down further and further until you can’t tell anymore that you are even drowning in it – until your very soul is strangled and you cease to exist. I don’t believe in hell, but I do believe evil is soul destroying. And I mean that very literally.

So here’s a screen grab so you can see the date it was posted:

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Prediction for 2012 Election

Correction for James Holmes Chart:

A bunch of you wrote in and said that information coming out was actually that he was born 12/13/1987. I got my information from TMZ which had his birthdate as 12/10/1987 – to be honest it didn’t even look like a real human being’s chart. It’s hard to explain but I talked to my husband about it and it was so one-dimensional it seemed strange. I did wonder if it was accurate. So thanks to those of you who have given me what I hope to be his actual information. Here is his chart (solar only as no time has been given):

 

This chart makes more sense. He has an intensely tight Pluto Mars conjunction in Scorpio – giving him tremendous sexual and destructive drive and it’s only real aspect is to Neptune (loss, death.) Here’s a guy who perceived his female role model (often mom) as being very critical of him and his father (represented by the Sun.)

It would also make sense why he was so shy – this square with Moon being in Virgo would stifle his ability to emotionally engage with others although his Sun being in Sagittarius would have relished the attention. He clearly studied hard to get this attention and to find a way out of his shell.

In this chart his Mercury is not eclipsed by the Sun, but Uranus is, which means he was unpredictable and smarter than the previous chart would have indicated. Yet Uranus is still conjunct Saturn which dampens the genius of Uranus and would suggest more that his career should have been in new technology and science which it seemed it was, however when he got out of school and was in the middle of an economic downturn instead of realizing that many people were in similar situations, he turned his rage toward himself and then projected it outward toward society as a whole.

There are elements here which suggest paranoia and extreme self-absorption without the ability to see things from outside of his own perspective. So many of his planets are on one side, he has no real oppositions and only one significant square which leads me to believe life didn’t teach him compassion through experience. He was probably left to his own devices most of the time, perhaps a bit neglected but again his chart is strangely one-dimensional – less so than the previous chart but much more so than a normal chart.

With 5 planets in Sagittarius, Jupiter in Aries, Mars conjunct Pluto in Scorpio and Venus conjunct Ceres in Capricorn – he was a man who was incapable of seeing through anyone else’s eyes and had tremendous violent potential unless he had been guided or his soul had found a release for this intense energy. The Venus conjunction with Ceres in Capricorn shows he was very ambitious and also saw women as objects to be bought which is perhaps why he was registered on a call girl service or whatever it was that TMZ found.

His life was no doubt intensely frustrating as he would have wanted nothing more than to be noticed, admired, and had a freakishly intense sexual drive that turned into a lust for blood.

His stellium does show he had a brilliant side in academics and could have gone on to get his masters and doctorates degrees. If he had than we very well have turned out very differently – perhaps a mad scientist who pushed the envelope of science past our collective comfort zone.

With Jupiter in Aries his luck would have been entirely self-made. He could have had great success if he had the fortitude. But instead he let the dark side of his personality take over and fell into an abyss of anger, hatred and blame.

I wish someone in his life would have intervened, tried to reach out to this guy. He could have gone down a very different road if someone would have made an effort. However with Jupiter in Aries it was his fate to make his own way in the world – instead he made excuses and blamed everyone else for his failings.

From looking at pictures of him I’m not surprised by the first date I got and that chart. Perhaps it was a reflection of the man he is now. I don’t believe in chance. This was the chart of the guy he could have been. The chart he became was the two-dimensional monster that read like a comic book. The first chart I analyzed.

My best friend comes from a lineage of Chinese astrologers. Her mother taught me the basics of the system before she died. A story kept popping into my mind yesterday, about a man who had brought a chart to her uncle (also an astrologer) and the uncle had said, “This is not a human’s chart – it is an animal!” He was right. It was a goat’s chart.

When I looked at the chart given by TMZ I thought – this is the chart of a demonic. This isn’t human. It doesn’t have the complexity of a human being. When I told this to my husband he said, “But isn’t there someone born every second of every day in the world?” And I agreed, sure that was true, but perhaps not every second of every moment in every place in the world – perhaps that’s the difference. I can’t explain it, but there was a reason I called JH a subhuman based on that chart – that chart showed it. And again I don’t believe in coincidence so whatever James Holmes had started out to be in this world was abandoned and at some point his spirit left the building and what was left was the demonic chart of a mass murderer – the first chart I ran.

Best,

Denise

Correction for James Holmes Chart:

Why Mitt Romney Won’t Show His Tax Returns…

As I talked about in the last post the two most common things one sees in the charts of psychopaths and/or sociopaths is the Grand Fire or Air Trine. I was curious why Mitt Romney has refused to show his tax returns. His own father was very open with that aspect of his life. And because of this people took him to be a credible and a decent man despite what otherwise might have looked odd – his birth in Mexico due to his father’s fleeing the US due to multiple marriages. I have no problem with people having multiple co-existing marriages. If twenty women want to marry the same guy for whatever reason – go for it. If twenty men want to marry one woman – who cares? I think however it is very ironic that the Mormons spent so much money across the country defeating gay marriage when they themselves were called a sex cult at their inception. But perhaps this has to do with the fact that they believe when you die and go to heaven your purpose is to have sex constantly and make spirit babies who then come down and inhabit earthly bodies. Really? Because I thought in every other religion God created the spirit. And If you’re a super excellent mormon you get to rule your own solar system, too. No joke. I’m dead serious here – it’s like an earlier more sexual version of Scientology with a lot more Masionic stuff thrown into it like the magic underwear we’ve all heard about. Not to be too snarky about the Mormons, if you look at any organized religion it’s pretty nutty and it’s beginings are often suspect. However when the Mormons say they are Christian this is sort of like saying that Christians are Jews or that Jews are Muslims because they don’t just believe in the bible they have an extra addendum like the Muslims and the Christians – it’s called the book of Mormon which 2 very sweet young men trying to save my soul gave me recently. I read some of it and it tries to mimic the voice of the bible, but doesn’t really have the feel down.

Anyway, enough of my rant against organized religion. I’m against it if you push it down my throat. I have no problem with it if it’s kept to oneself and people don’t come knocking on my door trying to tell me what I should be or how my relationship with God should go. I don’t do that. Maybe I should? Maybe all of us who are under the general label of “Agnostic” should go around and question people about their faiths until they are so confused they give up and realize that there’s no way any one religion has all the answers to the multi-dimentional, infinite multi-verse created by an energy so far beyond our understanding that all we can do is pray for connection to it (which I do believe is hardwired into most people’s brains.) That being said I will now put up Mitt Romney’s chart and this time you will notice a very conspicuous Grant Trine in Air.

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In this chart I included Ceres. She had been the ruler of Virgo for many years but then was downgraded (sort of like Pluto) and has been recently upgraded again to a minor planet – whatever that means. Of course she represents grain, daily bread, how we make our living – she was a very important Goddess to the ancient people and I think has become important again as we see the global climate changing and something like 70+ percent of the “Bread Basket” in serious drought – drought that could become a 1930s sort of problem.

Back to Senior Romney – when looking at his chart to figure out why in the world he wouldn’t release his tax returns I found a huge surprise. Yes, he was born into tremendous wealth and privilege and married a woman of the same class. But those years he won’t release will will show losses in his business. Yes, that’s right folks. All that money stashed away in foreign bank accounts and overseas and he somehow LOST money.

So he was a crappy Governor who did nothing for the economy of Massachusetts and his big claim to why he deserves to be president is a house of cards – if exposed would show a series of bad decisions, major corporate losses and God knows how many jobs shipped overseas. Yes, he did all that and still claimed he personally lost money on his tax returns – now whether that was real or some way to dodge paying his fair share? We won’t know. But it looks like he has seriously misrepresented his achievements for that company. Something I truly did not expect to see.

You maybe asking yourself, “where the hell did she come up with this?” I’ll tell you – from his chart. Now let’s explain the technicality – shall we. Here’s a man with NO EARTH in his chart WHATSOEVER! Woah! Meaning he is a kite flying in the wind without a string to hold him to the earth. He has a Grant Air Trine making his thought process nearly impenetrable to new ideas. He may pretend to change his mind or say the right things (this is typical of a lot of air in one’s chart) he may even have trouble making decisions but once he does his mind – his brain is like a dog with a bone – and no matter what – it can’t be changed. And if you think he feels and seems really slick – like he’s hiding smoething – like some sort of creepy used car salesman or that creepy politician in Steven King’s seminal novel Dead Zone – that’s because he is. All that water in his chart means he lives a secret life, it may not be anything evil or bad but he hides things even from those closest to him – even if it’s just buying shoes when he is suppose to be going golfing. It’s in his nature to be secretive, clandestine and this is why most people feel uncomfortable with him – even Republicans – any one with the slightest degree of intuition (and that pretty much covers 99.99% of humanity) will feel this tug of “something seems wrong,” or “I don’t really trust him.”

Now here’s where the money is. It is represented by Venus and is part of his Grand Trine showing the majority of his money was gifted to him, like my Grand Water Trine I was born with the “gift” of psychic ability, creativity, compassion. He was born with the gift of a big inheritance and a sharp mind. He’s no dummy. He for sure has an above average IQ (unlike some candidates we’ve seen from the Republican party in the past) however in his case the emphasis of his Grand Air Trine isn’t in Mercury or the mind, it’s actually in Venus which trines Uranus and then Neptune. He would come into sudden wealth many times in his life due to other people’s sudden misfortune – hmm, sounds a lot like what he did for a living.

However with Saturn and Pluto opposing his money maker Venus, it’s not money he worked for, it’s money he got through death, through destruction and through loss. He managed to make a career of this but it’s not a constructive sort of money making ability. His Saturn (career) conjuncts (Pluto) death/sex/the occult. He makes money by destroying not by creating.

According to Wikipedia he was Bain Capital’s founder in 1984 when “greed was good,” it was somewhere between 1999-2002 that the site claims he exited although it’s not clear like so many mysteries surrounding the man who want’s to be president. So when did he really leave? Let’s figure it out with astrology…. According to the news Mitt Romney was still recieving money from Bain Capital a “bizarre” practice unheard of until about 2010-2011 which is the only tax return he will show. So let’s find out if he ever really left or if the media suspicion is right; that he’s just trying to hide money in offshore accounts (I think that’s just a given so I’m not going to bother looking into that – it’s pretty well established he has money everywhere in the world in Swiss banks and the Cayman Islands – everywhere the world has a tax shelter to offer.)

His chart shows that he would have had Pluto starting to make a square to his Mars in 1999 and from there things would only continue to progress as Pluto would have squared his Mercury in 2002. Someone very powerful within the corporate structure didn’t like him and made it known. But my guess is since he was the founding member of the company he was paid to go away and perhaps received a dividend or stipend or some negotiated financial compensation that ended in one final lump sum windfall scheduled for sometime between Jan-Feb of 2011 but perhaps asked that it be put in a fund overseas or was put in his wife’s name (the aspect is between the Moon and Uranus.) I would venture a guess that he wasn’t seen as the best and brightest and the company went on to do much better once he was out of the decision making chair starting back in 1999 when I believe he started to come up against powerful forces within the company who felt his strategies were wrong and he wasn’t turning enough of a profit and like I said in some cases even losing money for the company.

So folks this is the big reveal. Mitt Romney isn’t even a great business man and unless he shows his tax returns to us – all we have to go on is the astrology.

Many blessings to all those who are trying their best during this difficult time,

Denise

Why Mitt Romney Won’t Show His Tax Returns…

James Holmes Chart and Some Predictions

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Of course I don’t have his time of birth but I found the evil subhuman who murdered 12 innocent people and ruined about 70 people’s lives. Interesting there are more Sagittarians (and next their opposite Geminis) in jail than any other sign. This is saying a lot as Sagittarius is the luckiest sign in the zodiac so if one gets caught they have probably been on a dark path for a very long time – this is both their curse and their “luck.” And it is often why you will find Sagittarians to be the most skeptical of all signs because they are sort of ignored by the Universe in a way, like children who act out for attention from their parents – Sags will do this but get no supernatural or divine intervention. This is because it is their lesson in this life to do good without being forced or coerced into doing it like many of us are. There are many amazing and truly angelic and great Sagittarians – those who channel their gifts in beautiful ways that make this world a better place. Nothing in a chart will make someone a killer or evil – it wil only reveal what sort of evil they will do if they choose that path. Our free will is in how we utilize our gifts and limitations. Our fate is the road map that determines the guidelines and gifts which we are given. Somewhere between the two we live our lives.

Firstly I’d like to make the point that Holmes was NOT a GENIUS nor was he “brilliant” as I’ve heard him described. He was well educated and because of that probably had an above average intelligence. His mercury was conjunct the Sun which is thought to actually be both a sign of intelligence and ruination of intelligence – or being burned up by the sun. So while he may have been academically intelligent all other types of intelligence would have been limited especially emotional intelligence. He also had Uranus near his Saturn and Sun, so while he could have potentially had a great career in research and new technology – even neuroscience and perhaps could have (if he had a different soul) developed that into genius – again it is close enough to the Sun to be considered ruined by Vedic astrology – meaning both Saturn and Uranus were afflicted by their proximity to the Sun.

With so much fire in his chart his internal desire was for ATTENTION. His Leo moon is often an indicator of someone with narcissistic tendencies especially in his case where it makes a GRAND FIRE TRINE to his Moon and his Jupiter. Grand fire trines are often seen in the charts of serial killers and mass murderers – they have such an intense desire to be noticed and admired that if this isn’t channeled into the arts in terms of performance it usually sours into a festering burning coal of hatred that consumes the person – they believe they are so special and can’t understand why no one else can see how awesome they are. He also has another deadly give away that he’d one day go into murdering for attention Mars conjunct Pluto in Scorpio – both are made more intense by their connection to one another and of course Pluto is at home in Scorpio. He held a grudge – forever – and violence was his only way to be important, have power over other people and take out his anger on “the world” which didn’t acknowledge his specialness.

So much fire in a chart can be very destructive unless properly channeled. The fact that he had so much Sagittarius in his chart and didn’t go to Yale, Harvard, Berkley, Oxford or some other extraordinary school (or into the military where his desire to be a warrior could have been channeled positively) shows that he worked hard to do well in his academics, he was fond of research and being in his own world.

This guy has very few hard aspects – meaning his life was generally much easier than the average person which is part of the reason he never learned compassion. His biggest issue was his inability to connect with women and having a strange fantasy based relationship with them in general which led to disappointment when he had to deal with real women because as it turned out they were human too, not something he was interested in. His family was very likely pretty normal. His mother and father got along. He may have had an odd relationship with his sister or a rivalry with her (or some other important long term female in his life) but that’s about as bad as it would have gotten for this kid who had everything available to him. His biggest misfortune was entering the job market during a depression. And of course someone as amazing as he was (in his mind) was completely humiliated by actually having to work a regular old job at a fast food joint.

I heard one survivor say they felt sorry for Holmes. I do not. I would caution anyone to do so. This is not a person who had a terrible life – this is someone with an average life and who was gifted with many opportunities – things didn’t work out how he expected (wah-wah, everyone has this happen to them and they don’t murder people because of it) and he killed innocent people because he is a vein, idiotic and narcissist.

One thing I have found when working on cases of serial killers and people of this guys ilke are how very different they are than one would expect. One would expect an intense passion – intense hatred or anger or something, but interestingly they have none of that – they are like robots. They are cold – calculated and in fact hard to track because they leave no emotion behind to follow which is why I have to go through the victim to find them. They feel nothing for anyone other than themselves. They are wired in a way were they have absolutely no ability to feel for anyone but themselves. I would say they probably don’t really even have a clue what love is – even for their own families, no matter how much love they were given – the closest thing to it would be attachment.

They are remarkable only in that they manage to pass as “normal.” Truly they are anything, but normal. The reason they are so unmemorable and make no connections with other human beings is because they don’t have the same internal emotional life that other human beings do. They are often described as mousy, unremarkable, almost invisible.

However they do seem to want to be worshipped and in control – have power over other people which is confounding when one considers the contradiction there is in not caring for anyone other than the self and yet desiring acceptance, adulation, attention and love from other people.

I have to note here what many astrologers have pointed out – the grand trine and it’s relationship to criminal behavior. I have seen this myself. And full disclosure I also have a grand trine but it is in water and part of a kite formation. Grand trines are a gift of ease from past lives however their negative side (and this is a big negative) is that energy circulates like a needle on a record player that wears a groove in the soul of the person. It’s not easy for people with grand trines to get out of the mindset, the feeling, the thought process or the rage they maybe experiencing. From my research almost all the criminals with grand trines had them in either fire or air, sometimes earth but I haven’t come across any in water – that’s because a person with a grand water trine is more likely to kill himself (Kurt Cobain had this configuration) than someone else. It’s common for people who have a grand water trine to have an overabundance of compassion, psychic ability and sensitivity. Grand water trines are often  (in my experience) seen in people who are exceptionally psychic or exceptionally creative or both. This is the only real exception to the grand trine that I’ve noticed and it was easy for me to do research on this because I was born during a period of about three months when three major planets aligned in a grand water trine – along with Kurt Cobain, Dave Grohl, myself, a fellow gifted psychic (the best I ever trained and good enough to have become a celebrity if she had wished) she was also a musician and visual artist like myself. She also had a lot of emotional problems and suffered from depression. These are just a handful of those who I’ve seen with the grand water trine – and always it is highly creative at the very least and most dangerous to the person who has it not to others.

But back to Holmes – his chart reads like a very one dimensional person. There wasn’t much to this guy which is perhaps why he had no interior emotional life, no friends, and nothing much to give the world except a reminder of a sick culture built on narcissism and a desire to be famous for 15 minutes even if that means killing to get the fix.

Ironically, a recent fictional piece I’d written and registered had a drop out medical student as a serial killer. Within a month of writing the piece I also met a woman who fit the description of the lead character (half-African American and a Jewish mother.) Her father was actually from the same city I mentioned in the piece. In the story she uses an “Ordinary Superhero” as cover for her work fighting the demonic. The drop out doctor was actually possessed by a demon – from looking at pictures of Holmes I am pretty sure he was possessed by a demonic force as well.

And even though I am not a member of any organized religion I do believe there is evil in this world. I am not of the opinion that everything is love and light. I do believe we are in a fight now – a fight for the earth – for humanity’s evolution and against the darkness. This is the very reason I want to train people to utilize their own psychic abilities for good – sometimes we have to fight for the light we can’t just visualize it. If we could there would be no Hitler, no Stalin, no Darfur, no slaughter of the Native Americans, no Middle-Ages, no warlords and no war. Unfortunately, there is so much darkness and I have decided to stop reporting on the future outbreaks of it because by the time I see them they are trains that can not be stopped. I will only report those that have a chance of being turned around for the better.

It’s vitally important now that everyone work on being a light in this darkness. The more light we have the more assured we are of moving in the right direction – where we can come together and solve the bigger problems we face that threaten the future of our species.

Oh, and again 2012, December 21st – don’t sweat it.

I am very matter-of-fact and believe humanity is as good as it is evil.  Just want to throw that out there for those of you who want me to be all love and light. I’m not. I embrace the darkness within me so that I can face it and keep it at bay. I found that psychics who didn’t are often very passive aggressive and inaccurate. We, like the Universe we live in, are all things – the important part is that we choose to serve the greater good and be good people.

I want to give my condolences to everyone who went through that tragedy in Aurora  – not just the people who crossed over and their families. I literally feel your pain and am very distraught for all of you. May this tragedy be an incident not a defining moment and may GOD’s grace transition you from your grief, guilt, pain and anger toward your true mission on this earth. My heart and love goes out to you. You are in my prayers.

Many blessings,

Denise

James Holmes Chart and Some Predictions