James Holmes Chart and Some Predictions

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Of course I don’t have his time of birth but I found the evil subhuman who murdered 12 innocent people and ruined about 70 people’s lives. Interesting there are more Sagittarians (and next their opposite Geminis) in jail than any other sign. This is saying a lot as Sagittarius is the luckiest sign in the zodiac so if one gets caught they have probably been on a dark path for a very long time – this is both their curse and their “luck.” And it is often why you will find Sagittarians to be the most skeptical of all signs because they are sort of ignored by the Universe in a way, like children who act out for attention from their parents – Sags will do this but get no supernatural or divine intervention. This is because it is their lesson in this life to do good without being forced or coerced into doing it like many of us are. There are many amazing and truly angelic and great Sagittarians – those who channel their gifts in beautiful ways that make this world a better place. Nothing in a chart will make someone a killer or evil – it wil only reveal what sort of evil they will do if they choose that path. Our free will is in how we utilize our gifts and limitations. Our fate is the road map that determines the guidelines and gifts which we are given. Somewhere between the two we live our lives.

Firstly I’d like to make the point that Holmes was NOT a GENIUS nor was he “brilliant” as I’ve heard him described. He was well educated and because of that probably had an above average intelligence. His mercury was conjunct the Sun which is thought to actually be both a sign of intelligence and ruination of intelligence – or being burned up by the sun. So while he may have been academically intelligent all other types of intelligence would have been limited especially emotional intelligence. He also had Uranus near his Saturn and Sun, so while he could have potentially had a great career in research and new technology – even neuroscience and perhaps could have (if he had a different soul) developed that into genius – again it is close enough to the Sun to be considered ruined by Vedic astrology – meaning both Saturn and Uranus were afflicted by their proximity to the Sun.

With so much fire in his chart his internal desire was for ATTENTION. His Leo moon is often an indicator of someone with narcissistic tendencies especially in his case where it makes a GRAND FIRE TRINE to his Moon and his Jupiter. Grand fire trines are often seen in the charts of serial killers and mass murderers – they have such an intense desire to be noticed and admired that if this isn’t channeled into the arts in terms of performance it usually sours into a festering burning coal of hatred that consumes the person – they believe they are so special and can’t understand why no one else can see how awesome they are. He also has another deadly give away that he’d one day go into murdering for attention Mars conjunct Pluto in Scorpio – both are made more intense by their connection to one another and of course Pluto is at home in Scorpio. He held a grudge – forever – and violence was his only way to be important, have power over other people and take out his anger on “the world” which didn’t acknowledge his specialness.

So much fire in a chart can be very destructive unless properly channeled. The fact that he had so much Sagittarius in his chart and didn’t go to Yale, Harvard, Berkley, Oxford or some other extraordinary school (or into the military where his desire to be a warrior could have been channeled positively) shows that he worked hard to do well in his academics, he was fond of research and being in his own world.

This guy has very few hard aspects – meaning his life was generally much easier than the average person which is part of the reason he never learned compassion. His biggest issue was his inability to connect with women and having a strange fantasy based relationship with them in general which led to disappointment when he had to deal with real women because as it turned out they were human too, not something he was interested in. His family was very likely pretty normal. His mother and father got along. He may have had an odd relationship with his sister or a rivalry with her (or some other important long term female in his life) but that’s about as bad as it would have gotten for this kid who had everything available to him. His biggest misfortune was entering the job market during a depression. And of course someone as amazing as he was (in his mind) was completely humiliated by actually having to work a regular old job at a fast food joint.

I heard one survivor say they felt sorry for Holmes. I do not. I would caution anyone to do so. This is not a person who had a terrible life – this is someone with an average life and who was gifted with many opportunities – things didn’t work out how he expected (wah-wah, everyone has this happen to them and they don’t murder people because of it) and he killed innocent people because he is a vein, idiotic and narcissist.

One thing I have found when working on cases of serial killers and people of this guys ilke are how very different they are than one would expect. One would expect an intense passion – intense hatred or anger or something, but interestingly they have none of that – they are like robots. They are cold – calculated and in fact hard to track because they leave no emotion behind to follow which is why I have to go through the victim to find them. They feel nothing for anyone other than themselves. They are wired in a way were they have absolutely no ability to feel for anyone but themselves. I would say they probably don’t really even have a clue what love is – even for their own families, no matter how much love they were given – the closest thing to it would be attachment.

They are remarkable only in that they manage to pass as “normal.” Truly they are anything, but normal. The reason they are so unmemorable and make no connections with other human beings is because they don’t have the same internal emotional life that other human beings do. They are often described as mousy, unremarkable, almost invisible.

However they do seem to want to be worshipped and in control – have power over other people which is confounding when one considers the contradiction there is in not caring for anyone other than the self and yet desiring acceptance, adulation, attention and love from other people.

I have to note here what many astrologers have pointed out – the grand trine and it’s relationship to criminal behavior. I have seen this myself. And full disclosure I also have a grand trine but it is in water and part of a kite formation. Grand trines are a gift of ease from past lives however their negative side (and this is a big negative) is that energy circulates like a needle on a record player that wears a groove in the soul of the person. It’s not easy for people with grand trines to get out of the mindset, the feeling, the thought process or the rage they maybe experiencing. From my research almost all the criminals with grand trines had them in either fire or air, sometimes earth but I haven’t come across any in water – that’s because a person with a grand water trine is more likely to kill himself (Kurt Cobain had this configuration) than someone else. It’s common for people who have a grand water trine to have an overabundance of compassion, psychic ability and sensitivity. Grand water trines are often  (in my experience) seen in people who are exceptionally psychic or exceptionally creative or both. This is the only real exception to the grand trine that I’ve noticed and it was easy for me to do research on this because I was born during a period of about three months when three major planets aligned in a grand water trine – along with Kurt Cobain, Dave Grohl, myself, a fellow gifted psychic (the best I ever trained and good enough to have become a celebrity if she had wished) she was also a musician and visual artist like myself. She also had a lot of emotional problems and suffered from depression. These are just a handful of those who I’ve seen with the grand water trine – and always it is highly creative at the very least and most dangerous to the person who has it not to others.

But back to Holmes – his chart reads like a very one dimensional person. There wasn’t much to this guy which is perhaps why he had no interior emotional life, no friends, and nothing much to give the world except a reminder of a sick culture built on narcissism and a desire to be famous for 15 minutes even if that means killing to get the fix.

Ironically, a recent fictional piece I’d written and registered had a drop out medical student as a serial killer. Within a month of writing the piece I also met a woman who fit the description of the lead character (half-African American and a Jewish mother.) Her father was actually from the same city I mentioned in the piece. In the story she uses an “Ordinary Superhero” as cover for her work fighting the demonic. The drop out doctor was actually possessed by a demon – from looking at pictures of Holmes I am pretty sure he was possessed by a demonic force as well.

And even though I am not a member of any organized religion I do believe there is evil in this world. I am not of the opinion that everything is love and light. I do believe we are in a fight now – a fight for the earth – for humanity’s evolution and against the darkness. This is the very reason I want to train people to utilize their own psychic abilities for good – sometimes we have to fight for the light we can’t just visualize it. If we could there would be no Hitler, no Stalin, no Darfur, no slaughter of the Native Americans, no Middle-Ages, no warlords and no war. Unfortunately, there is so much darkness and I have decided to stop reporting on the future outbreaks of it because by the time I see them they are trains that can not be stopped. I will only report those that have a chance of being turned around for the better.

It’s vitally important now that everyone work on being a light in this darkness. The more light we have the more assured we are of moving in the right direction – where we can come together and solve the bigger problems we face that threaten the future of our species.

Oh, and again 2012, December 21st – don’t sweat it.

I am very matter-of-fact and believe humanity is as good as it is evil.  Just want to throw that out there for those of you who want me to be all love and light. I’m not. I embrace the darkness within me so that I can face it and keep it at bay. I found that psychics who didn’t are often very passive aggressive and inaccurate. We, like the Universe we live in, are all things – the important part is that we choose to serve the greater good and be good people.

I want to give my condolences to everyone who went through that tragedy in Aurora  – not just the people who crossed over and their families. I literally feel your pain and am very distraught for all of you. May this tragedy be an incident not a defining moment and may GOD’s grace transition you from your grief, guilt, pain and anger toward your true mission on this earth. My heart and love goes out to you. You are in my prayers.

Many blessings,

Denise

James Holmes Chart and Some Predictions

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Sineade wrote:

Interesting post Denise and Tina. I’m especially interested in getting your opinion on if you think the internet enhances ones psychic ability or disables it? I feel that people are becoming increasingly psychic and intuitive and I wonder if we will ever reach a point, where everyone just becomes psychic and it becomes a normal ability.

Also on another side note. Do you recommend any books or practices to enhance ones intuition?

I do think people are becoming more psychic. Or at least more open to it. I believe this is due in part to new technologies, more people with access to capturing types of technology – such as video, audio and photo equipment. It has also become OK to share ones experience, people are not just written off as crazy and more people are acknowledging their own brushes with the supernatural as information gets out there about what to look for.

If 2012 is going to be a marker of anything positive, it will be that we are more awakened. There is some very interesting moves technologically that are bringing us closer to opening ourselves up to understanding what is beyond our 5 senses. Some of them have to do with using a sense to trigger other senses, some are theoretical like string theory. All of the breakthroughs science is engaged in are actually prove out the vastness of our multiverse and supporting the notion of an animating force of which we are all a part.

I personally believe this is exactly what God is. It was always my supposition and actually I was literally kicked out of my high school English class – a Great Books style class, when the teacher asked the question, “Is there a God?” My answer to her was perhaps for those who believe there is the experience of God and for those who do not their isn’t. I was going to go on to say that it was my belief that the Universe or God is eternal, without beginning or end and we were all a part of it, some unaware, others conscious when she said, “Either you’re pregnant or you’re not.” My response to this was, “How can you apply physical rules to a supernatural being?” And that was it for me. I was literally told to speak to her after class and not allowed back. I don’t think she’d ever had a student give her an answer that was quantum before. This was many years before quantum theory was really mainstream and I hadn’t even heard of it, and I was a geek who read science magazines and astronomy textbooks, so…

Anyway back to my point, God is not just in the heavens, in a spiritual home/heaven we go back to, but also in all things – all things, like an artist who leaves His/Her mark (I believe God is genderless) on all things, on the very quarks and electrons that make everything possible and I also believe all sentient beings have eternal souls and it is that eternal soul which is a piece of God thrown out (at our choosing) so we may learn, grow and individuate in other words evolve.  At that point we know (but don’t really understand like a that a child) that with this choice will come suffering, despair, pain, love, joy, ecstasy and everything in the middle, yet when we make that decision it is just intellectual we haven’t experienced any of it yet, and that is why we decide to incarnate, to experience all of this – the darkness and light, good and evil so we may find who we are among all the many colors and shades of creation.

As far as getting in touch with your psychic ability there is something that I really want to caution anyone who is interested in exploring this realm about. It is actually a theme I’ve heard repeated now over and over in weird places which is why I bring it up because for me, much of this was dealt with many years ago and I sometimes forget how intense the awakening process is. I experienced it throughout my childhood and young adult life and still continue to do so however I have learned ways to control the worst of it. One quote I heard went something like this, “When one gets closer to God one gets closer to the Devil,” or something like that. What this means is when you open to the divine, within it lies both negative and positive energy. God is neither “good,” nor “evil” God is energy. I believe God at the core of connection, the Creator aspect of God is divine pure love, however in order for us to learn we needed a binary system. And their is a destroyer aspect, some call it the Devil – others yin and yang.

God or our universe was set up with oppositions, light and dark, good and evil, black and white. There are demonic forces without a doubt. I’ve had my run ins with them. They are very frightening. They do not respond to traditional religious spiritual paths, meaning they will not go away by asking for help from Jesus or getting a priest to bless one’s home. The only way to keep them at bay while one is opening to the light is to learn (very rigorously) psychic protection and the best there is, is the lesser pentagram ritual which I have written about on this website. You have to be in control and you must be the one to exorcise them, no one else can really do this for you. It is part of the path, the choosing, facing one’s fears, one’s demons and you must rise above them and cast them out. No other force can do this for you except you can keep them away with the lesser pentagram ritual. I can tell you that as soon as I learned it and performed the ritual in my mind every night before I went to sleep, I have never had another demonic encounter. Even spirits stay outside my home. I often go outside to talk to people who are trying to get a hold of me because the force of this protection is so intense that even benign spirits of people who have passed on can not enter if there is anything less than absolute purity which of course no human being possesses even on the other side.  One has to invite those spirits of ancestors in, sometimes they can come in to protect one, but mostly they don’t disturb the circle. I would first learn this protection before anything else and do the lesser pentagram (just search my site for the words and info, I also have a link to someone doing it on u-tube, you can probably find others who do it as well). And then start with meditation.

One must clear the mind and have control of the mind to tell what is one’s own thought from what one is receiving from elsewhere. It’s a rigorous process of keeping notes often of dreams, patterns, and finding ones own spiritual metaphorical language. It’s worth it. However it is a life long process, many lifetimes long, one that we all will eventually engage in if we are to awaken. I’m just warning you that as you open yourself up, you open yourself up to everything; love, pain, suffering, healing, anger, the dying earth’s energy. It’s not always easy to deal with. I believe this is why I have always had many health problems as this energy overwhelms me at times.

Any type of clearing the mind sort of meditation is the first step. Then find what things you are attracted to. Have you always been fascinated by Buddhism? Or by a statue of Hanuman you saw in a museum? Or perhaps Diana or Jesus, Mohammad, whatever your calling. These are the deepest recesses of your past life work and it’s best to work with the system or pathway you have already been on for many lifetimes. Just find the place in that system that best fits you. Or perhaps you are like me and all those religions call to you in different ways. Well, you can take what you need from them and navigate as best you can through many paths. I think though starting out, it is best to have one path you dedicate yourself to entirely and learn that before opening to other things. I’m not saying one should ever dismiss anything, just commit to one thing so you can find your center and go from there.

Hope that helps.

Best wishes,

Denise

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