UFO Sightings

Sharon recently posted that there have been a bunch of UFO sightings in the Northeast. There has also been a wave down in the southeast. There was a wave in Burbank, CA right before we moved. I reported it to MUFON and got a call from them turned out I wasn’t the only person had seen something on the day I saw it over a local grocery store.

I’ve seen a lot of weird stuff almost always with one or more witnesses. There is definitely a lot more UFO activity going on in fact I saw a fleet of silver balls in broad daylight over the tree line in my backyard a month after I moved to my new home. I was on the phone to a friend in the UK when it happened. At first I thought it was a weird angle on something normal but I watched them for several minutes and I saw no wings yet they were flying in formation – weather balloons don’t do that.

All of this got me thinking. I really believe (and there is mounting evidence to support this) human beings are hybrids. I have always felt that the answer to who we really are would be found in our DNA and now scientists from the University of Chicago say the human brain had the equivalent of a “Big Bang,” there is no naturally known reason for it. In Kazakhstan scientists have found a mathematical code that could not be explained by the theory of evolution. They believe it to be a sort of bio stamp showing ETs designed us.

There really are too many weird coincidences like the sudden extinction of the dinosaurs and the inexplicable rise of mammals that led to us. Every ancient mythology has reference to people who come from the heavens or the stars – the same thing to ancient people.

It’s my feeling that ETs started the abductions long ago but increased this in the 20th century to try and warn us of our impending doom. I’m not sure they are all or any of them, are just from another planet. They very likely could be from a different dimension, time stream or universe, perhaps some combination of those possibilities.

They are deeply interconnected with us and always have been. I feel certain religions were designed by them to control us, not in an evil way, but more akin to rules parents make to protect their kids from biting electrical wires or jumping from roofs.

I get why people feel some of our visitors are evil. They are absolutely terrifying to behold and their work reconfiguring our DNA is terrifying. Yes, you heard me right. I don’t think they are abducting people for an alien fertility program. I’m psychically certain they are creating hybrids to change our collision course and to withstand the coming earth changes. I believe they have gone into genetic manipulation overdrive.

Earth has reached critical mass. There are 7 BILLION people on this planet – most of whom are starving. Technology has inadvertently poisoned our air, water, soil, food and is changing our climate. We are creatures in a perpetual state of war. Our emotions give us the ability for empathy and love but also fear and hatred. We are as ugly as we are beautiful. We are a race of children playing with nuclear weapons.

That should be scary enough but perhaps our deepest flaw and our greatest asset is our ability to individuate. It allows us to grow and enables a different experience they are not capable of. For all of our flaws and mistakes we don’t work as a collective hive mind like they do, we have emotions. We are a strange mix of emotion and intelligence unlike them. We operate in three domains: the spiritual, mental and emotional. We have three selves: the lower (id), middle (ego) and higher (super ego). We are infinitely more complicated than they could ever have imagined.

But the dark side of all that beauty is our inability to know ourself. We often act unconsciously, replaying our parents dramas, finding pieces of ourselves years later, even recovering memories too painful for our minds to release them. We have needs, feel inadequate and powerless. These feelings along with our ability to detach from the collective consciousness enables selfishness, greed, and all sorts of personality mal adjustments. ( the collective conscious is our hive mind but it is weak and connected to the subterranean parts of our personal selves.)

But back to what I believe is happening regarding UFOs. The first wave of abduction cases in the 20th century (not one off stories like the Hills) abductees were shown mental pictures of unspeakable terrors to come – nuclear bombs, climate change, overpopulation, etc. I believe that was the first attempt (since the dawn of religion) to steer us down a different path. Why? This is a question many have speculated about. I believe they have a role in our being here and are karmicaly linked to us and the our planet. Our planet is also a living being – not the kind of life we can perceive, just as we can’t see trees breathing even though they do. If we destroy the planet – they as our guardians or watchers are accountable.

These beings appear to have technology that is spiritual or at least they have technology that mimics that experience perhaps electromagnetic stimulation to the area of the brain that controls the feeling of religious experience.

Phase two I believe has been seeding the planet with hybrids that are closer to them genetically than previous generations. On the surface I doubt anyone would be able to see any physical difference,only thorough examination of the DNA would reveal the manipulation, even then it would take time and a very open mind to discover it. The visitors have been exploiting our arrogance for centuries now. Human superiority is so thoroughly ingrained in us some people (even some scientist – most until recent years) have suffered under the delusion that somehow we and our home planet are entirely anomalous in a potentially infinite universe (not even considering dimensions or the idea of the multiverse) even though mathematics has always shown that reality to be an absolute impossibility. We’ve had telescopes since the dark ages and we have known there are billions of stars, far to many to count. Bruno died, burned at the stake via the church, for this very obvious conclusion; it was possible life evolved other places. In fact this was by no means a new idea – it goes back to the foundation of western civilization (panspermia) and is an idea that pops up in every oral tradition – the notion of people coming here from the stars.

So I believe the aliens have been here from the beginning. If they wanted to take over earth we’d be gone. If they wanted to destroy us they wouldn’t have monitored us like their pet science project since our inception. However I do wonder about the coldness they exhibit and feel that if we don’t come around to rectifying our collision with extinction, they will take whatever action is necessary to do so for us even if that includes randomly eliminating us en mass via earthquakes, plagues and wars. Population control – our old human argument about hunting to keep populations of certain animals down. You know so they don’t starve.

Seems like we feel it our right to make decisions for the good of other life forms on earth because we are more intelligent perhaps we inherited this trait or attitude from them either via interaction or genetics.

It’s interesting that UFOs are often seen hovering over areas right before terrible earthquakes – maybe this is because they are studying them and have equipment sensitive enough to pick up frequencies we can’t, frequencies or signs that indicate something is going to happen or is it the more sinister notion that big earthquakes are a form of population control?

Certainly if we were in the position to have created a race of beings on an extraterrestrial world so we could study them and they were careening toward extinction, we’d very likely step in. We have already done this on earth with numerous species.

I have plenty more to say but I’ll save my blabbing for later.

Blessings to all – wishing you peace and sending everyone love on this Valentine’s eve,

Denise

Some Random Thoughts Before Answering More Readers…

A post from Tina:

I’m fascinated by your description of the Internet as “cold chaos.” Although (perhaps because) I’ve worked in technology for the last 20 years, I see its limitations; I’m disturbed that few others seem to. Here in the Bay Area, people seem to see  technology as the silver bullet that will fix all our problems, including public education.  Just replace the teachers (being human, they must be the problem, right?) with laptops loaded with corporate content. People also seem to feel that online interaction is an adequate substitute for face time. I fear that the Internet is starving our spiritual need for community.

My reply:

Hi Tina
It’s such a weird feeling I got when I first went onto the internet. I’m actually very left brained as well as right and was working in computer animation during the early 1990s. So the internet was sort of an exciting idea. I had a friend who was a big champion of it but when I logged on, as I said I felt this very creepy, cold void as if there was an alien intelligence that seemed very connected to the shadow side of us, rather than the conscious side. Of course that seemed to be what took off first, pornography, voyeurism and it unleashed this strange (now cultural) narcissism that I think was contained in people through direct interaction with others.

IT felt like we were going to meet our shadow on the other end of that line and it really scared me. The other thing that struck me was attached it seemed to be the energy of chaos, I mean in the universal way, often seen in ancient cultures as a force for evil. And of course it was the final wall that ripped down public and private life, which I’m not sure was such a great thing.

Perhaps one day we will be able to fit all these things back together and elevate it all to a better place but for now we seem to be having trouble with the darker side of this phenomena. It seems to have way too much power on the way people think and feel and I believe it contributes to the delusions we have about the economy, jobs and the stock market.

I know it sounds strange, but there is so much information out there, yet very little of it is really checked like it used to be in the old days, by multiple sources. Blogs are opinion based, and often based on half-baked information, and traditional media outlets are going more toward copying the editorial style of blogs. We’ve nearly lost the 4th estate. We have no one to really put the government’s feet to the fire and those that are trying to do it are doing it with mid-evil methods and coo-coo statistics.

We are more divided, less tolerant and the dark sides of who were seems to be overshadowing the light. It’s interesting to note all the Celestial bodies that have been discovered since the turn of this century and how kind of creepy most of their legends are. Almost all appear to be dealing with the shadow side of our nature. (I am actually working on making a list of these planetoids and their dark rulerships to be released in the future.)

To get back to what Tina said. It’s a HORRIBLE mistake to let computers become teachers. And I’m also against testing teachers and children like they are robots. If we can’t come up with an organic, holistic way to determine what kids are getting out of school and what teachers are doing, than something is wrong! The people who are in charge are not checking in on the classrooms, aren’t listening to parents, and aren’t taking into consideration other types of development. Sometimes, I think we’ve forgotten how to be human and it’s just as important to teach theater, expressing one’s feelings, art, music, political science, critical thinking, as it is to teach math and reading.

I have a sibling who is severely dyslexic. We were opposites. I was in gifted classes, they were in special ed. We were both freaks on the opposite end of the spectrum. My sibling has a very high IQ but their condition wasn’t fully understood. It’s now coming to light that people with dyslexia have a different kind of brain – one that sees literally in 3-D, and so words – which on a page are 2-D, are an impossible jumble. My sibling never really learned how to read and write past the 1st grade level (until they went away to a special school in their 20s that approached things in a radical new way). Yet my sibling is actually very brilliant and can take build anything, figure anything out, has the mind of an engineer. I wonder what the schools we went to would do with a kid like that now when they have to take those “every child left behind” (pun intended) tests. It would make it look like those teacher sucked.

My point is different kids learn differently and forcing children to reguritate information onto a test to satisfy some quota isn’t good education, it’s good martial training. And it’s really stupid.

By the way I read an interesting article in “The Mountain Astrologer,” for those of you who don’t know about this magazine and are interested in astrology, it is by far the best of the best – there was an interview with Carolyn Myss who is a sort of New Age guru. I kind of stay away from New Age stuff, but I started listening to her Sacred Contracts lecture on tape and agreed with a lot of it, some of it struck me as a bit nutty. And I found her a bit full of herself and someone with a kind of a angry, arrogant energy that turned me off. I really don’t like it when people make up systems and seem like they’re winging half of it, and while I thought she had tapped into some truths, I felt a lot of it was sort of recycled from other metaphysical sources or could be found via other places, not to say she didn’t believe she invented it. I just have read a lot of occult books and have studied spiritual ideas outside the mainstream for a long time and had heard what she put forward said many ways, many times, with many different twists before. But it’s always good, however to make it new and get people thinking so I was happy to see her books do well as they undoubtedly made people open to new ideas which is always an excellent accomplishment.

It’s also my opinion that anyone who is that sure of themselves is invariably wrong about a lot because while one must invest in their ideas, one also has to remain open. And one never has all the answers, as soon as one thinks this, one is crushed by reality by the Universe.

Also being a double Aquarius I have a natural distrust of authority and I really don’t like being put in the position of guru which was why I originally left the practice of reading for people. I’m not always right. If one changes their path the outcome will change, which in my opinion is the reason readings are valuable, so one can correct their path.  I’m not omnipotent and I can’t control fate. It’s an unfortunate side-effect of the work that people want to turn you into a guru or a god. For example when reading some people they will argue and try to convince me why what I’m telling them shouldn’t be (as if I can change the outcome of their path!) I’m psychic not God!

Unfortunately, psychics themselves can get caught up in this power trip (which I’ve seen) and it’s really not cool to say the least. That was what ran me out of the work. While I wanted people to listen to what I was saying and take it seriously so they could change their future for the better, I didn’t want them to be under the illusion that I was anything more than a messenger. These lines do however get blurred for some people and that made me uncomfortable. I really didn’t want to turn into a “Spiritual Leader” at 22 years old. I was wise enough to know I didn’t really know anything. However now I understand things more clearly and feel more comfortable relaying the messages I get, mostly because I understand them now! But still I’m just the messenger! This was my problem with Myss in a nutshell, she kind of had to much ego about the whole thing which in my opinion dulls the ability – kind of like what I suspect happened to Sylvia Brown, maybe she was psychic at one point, now she’s just an egomaniac.

However, in this article Myss mentioned that before every expansion of her psychic ability she would have a run on grand mal seizures and then they would go away when her new abilities opened up. Unlike, Myss I was born psychic however like Myss I have experienced this same phenomena. (We are also both from Chicago. Supposedly, a place where more psychics are born than an place else – although I didn’t read the book about the subject.)

I had a grand mal seizure when I was 17 which was just after a major surgery and I was put into a drug induced coma, which was really awful, within a year of that experience my psychic abilities, which I had tried to suppress (due to being an adolescent just trying to fit in, instead of being called, witch and freak) broke open like a damn and I really thought I would die as a result of the enormous, wild, intense energy that felt as though it would engulf me. I worried (with good reason) that I would turn into a human fire-ball (not to mention many other extraordinarily bizarre events). My psychic ability was in control of me rather than the other way around. I had to find a teacher and when I was 18 that’s what I did.

Again, when I had my daughter and my abilities became more integrated and changed form, I too suffered from (this time a series of) both grand-mal and petite-mal seizures. So I think Myss’ is onto something here. I think there is some sort of wiring or neurological component to being psychic. Like that reader who could put his hand on the electric fence, some of us, perhaps are truly wired differently.

As another note, I’m currently watching Nightline Primetime special about the brain. I’ve read research on the topic they are covering as well – there is a lot of evidence to suggest people who are violent offenders have disturbance, damage or are born with problems in the frontal lobe many become killers/serial murders and mass murderers.

Interestingly, they not on the program that this lack of energy in the frontal lobe, which indicates murderers is also seen in people obsessed with religion in a zealot like way – perhaps this is why religious wars and suicide bombers exist. This research seconds my feeling that those who voraciously cling to religious zealotry do so because they don’t feel an internal moral compass. People with frontal lobe issues may need to have rules and regulations and a prescription for how to live a normal life and fit in. And perhaps having a strong traditional religion where they are fortified in their belief and kept in line by a large group they can belong to, also helps them keep it together.

Another interesting article I read recently in Discover was about the shrinkage of the human brain in the past 10,000, which as it turns out has been quite substantial. Some have put forth a dumbing down theory. My belief (which is also another scientific theory with some modification on my part) is we have become domesticated and no longer need to have this over-developed aggressiveness (domesticated animals’ brains shrink over  a period of 12 generations) also we are more specialized in what we do, therefore streamlining our brains and probably creating a different sort of wiring that is more complex, sensitive and different. As it turns out there are many animals who have “small” brains, but research has shown they are actually as, or more intelligent than animals with much larger brains he size. It’s not how big,  it’s how the thing is built. My laptop is more powerful than the a thousand NASA computers from the 1960s and it is certainly much smaller!

Interestingly, the theory that prevailed in the 1990s that we would become one light-coffee colored homogenized group (think of the Benetton Ads which were based on this theory of the future – now not talked about much due to scientists’ fears of dealing with all the racial politics, although again this is silly as we can all be equal and not the same but anyway…) as people intermarried. In actuality we have become less like each other.  There are more differences between races, in terms of physical structure and performance on various tests than before, all of these things are indicitive of finding one’s niche and passing it along to one’s prodgeney. And perhaps the areas we grow up in due to our race, or the opportunities we are given due to our ethnicity. And of course we are much bigger than all of that and break out of every rule put on us and people are so much more than any of these things.

I’ve often thought that our DNA is actually an internal tape recorder – that what we do in our lives gets encoded and those talents get passed along. Why else would some have a talent for music, art, math? None of these things are necessary for immediate survival, one can’t draw oneself out of starvation or sing themself out of being eaten by wolves.  Yet one can not deny that seemingly learned traits get passed on, often skipping generations which means it can’t be entirely attributed to one’s environment.

We are clearly a mix of so many complex elements, our environment, our genes, our soul, our past lives (in my opinion), our point on the wheel of individuation – that there will never be simple answers to anything. Some people will rise above mental illness or indications that they should be sociopaths – compassion will develop in a different part of the brain and compensate. Some people will have everything they need to become schizophrenic except it will never be triggered due to the luck of growing up in a happy home and having a very stable environment until the point of the trigger is rendered moot. We are complex beings, spiritual, emotional, physical, metaphysical and  multi-dimensional.

I will continue answering the rest of the questions throughout the week. When I’m done I’ll open it back up to people who need help. But make sure to check because I’m just going to do it for a day next time and then answer what I can, and close it down. I’ll keep doing this for until I don’t have time.

Many blessings and best wishes to all,

Denise

Haplotypes and Irony

I’m in the process of getting back my DNA information. I swabbed my brother as he’s the only one in our family who has both patrilineal and matrilineal coding in his genes. As it turns out on my father’s side (I knew was Ashkenazi Jewish, his father came from Lithuania) but I’m still not sure about his mother who was also Jewish, but her family had been in the states much longer. Ironically I belong to the R1A1 haplotype on that side of the family which is also the same line Hitler thought was the “master race.” R1A1 also turns out to be the haplotype for the group of people who settled for awhile in India (arians) and then went up north and became known as the Vikings.

When I first went to look at the results of the haplotype it talked of this descent, having come through India and then going far north. I thought this was in reference to my mother’s side, but then when I went back to find that information it was replaced with information about being Ashkanazi-Levite. I wondered if someone in the lab had a small fit after realizing that I might be sensitive to the whole Arian thing being an Ashkanzi Jew. But anyway I thought this was very odd. So it would seem there is some strange similarity perhaps even shared ancestory between those who became the Arians/Vikings and the Levites who settled in Eastern Europe although for some reason I have seen no information linking the two which leads me to believe either there is fear about linking both due to the Holocaust or I’m completely making wild leaps of association which is possible since I’m still figuring out how haplogtypes work and what they mean. 

Not only is this whole thing historically ironic, but personally so as I am a believer in Jung’s idea of ancestrial memory. I’ve had dreams (which I knew where not my past lives) of being questioned by the Nazi’s and taken by them. Also I’ve had so many dreams about India (although I’m sure this is also due to many past lives there) ever since early childhood throughout today.

Another weird thing is my father on his death bed claimed to have a conversation with Moses. Ironically the Levites are a direct link to Moses. He would be my super great uncle basically. 

I personally think memory is stored not just in the mind but in the DNA which is how certain traits get passed down like musical ability, etc. And why certain strange mutations suddenly occur. We not only have to deal with our own personal karma, and trajectory, but it seems that the family of origin’s trajectory and karma is sealed inside our DNA, the ramifications of this are like waves in our subconscious.

Best wishes to all and many blessings,

Denise

Starchild

I’ve told everyone about the research I’ve been doing about alien abductions. Well, years ago I went to a MUFON meeting here in LA and held a replica of the Starchild Skull. This skull was found in a cave in Mexico and carbon dated to 900 years ago. Various tests had been done on the skull which was abnormally tough, actually it was sent to a lab and found to be impossible to break down. DNA tests were performed in the 1990s and they were inconclusive because only the mitochondrial DNA was retrievable. However the nuclear DNA which would have come from the father was unrecoverable at the time. 

Recently an episode of UFO Hunters tackled the Starchild Skull mystery. But having seen and felt the exact replica I don’t think they did a good enough job of conveying how convincing this skull is. It really looks like a hybrid, or a cross between a gray and a human being. It has been my feeling now after a lot of research that the most common type of alien known as the grays, have been interbreeding themselves with us for thousands of years. And in some cases they are accelerating the process by picking on particular familial lines. They seem to abduct several generations. Why? Well, it’s my intuition they are trying to change or tweak the overall human race, make us evolve in some direction either for pure scientific experiment or for a variety of other reasons, some sinister, some neutral and some benevolent. 

I would very much like to try to get information about certain commonalities between abductees. So far most of this research has been about psychologizing those involved in the phenomena. What I’m interested in are possible physical differences between abductees and everyday people. The Starchild Skull had no sinuses perhaps abductees would be more apt to have sinus trouble as it is my belief that they are potentially hybrid’s themselves, just much more watered down versions. If anyone is or knows someone who is an abductee please have them post or e-mail me some basic stats. Here is the info I’d like to collect:

1) Their basic IQ score.

2) Any other paranormal abilities, telepathy, telekenisis, premonitions, etc.

3) Any physical troubles, please don’t edit there maybe patterns here that no one has thought about.

4) Strange paranormal stories that have been passed down about the family, no matter what context they are put in either religious or otherwise.

5) Any gut feelings about the mission and/or purpose of the abductions.

6) Whether the experience was seen as negative or positive by the abductee.

7) Any residual effects noticed after an abduction experience or dream of an abduction experience.

8) Whether means were tried to rid the abductee of being taken against their will.

9) Any emotional problems the abductee feels maybe related to their experiences of abduction.

10) Any other info that seems pertinent to the abductee.

I’d like to compile as much information as possible and then try to find patterns. This is completely anonymous and no one’s name will ever been given out to anyone. Once I finish the research I’ll publish the findings on the blog and give an analysis. I have some strong feelings about these events but I don’t want to jump to conclusions. I would like to be more empirical in my process here due to the subject matter. I don’t want to just give some channelled answer or theory a whirl as this has already been done countless times without any real quantifiable effect or solid answer.

Thanks for your participation in advance.

Best to all you good people out there,

Denise