Clarity Among Chaos

A reader mentioned that she has noticed a pattern of apocalyptic weather dreams on the blog and that she has been in fear for her family. She also mentioned that she noticed people being very pissy, in denial and self-centered. I want to address all these things.

First of all those of us who chose to come here (including our children) came here for a reason. This is one reason I try not to emphasis the negative because we did come here to turn the energy toward “our better angels” as Lincoln put it. At the very least being true to ones deepest goodness and humanity is a light in the darkness that has been encompassing the world since as early as I can remember.

Of course as of late the acceleration has been freakishly scary. However, all we can do is trust our intuition and know that we are here for a reason.

I just heard a news story where a stay at home mother tried to kill her two children and herself, thinking it was the end of the world. I want to say that the world and humanity have gone through many changes. And just like us, someday the earth and our sun will die, just like we will.

Death however is nothing to fear.

And if you have a child, remember that your child chose to come here. I believe that we are co-creators in our evolution and we must respect and understand that while we have to do everything we can to protect our children if they are here now, chances are good that they are evolved souls who have come to spread knowledge or for their own spiritual evolution. My point being, we do not own our children and while we are responsible for protecting them they are not our possessions, something that many people tend to forget. The woman who tried to kill her children probably did this due to intense anxiety, and really believed she was saving her children from horrible atrocities to come. My point in bringing her up is she represents in the most intense and crazy way, the enormous fear that can lead in itself to atrocity. Despite how intensely terrifying the world is right now, we have to stay strong and courageous. We are all descendants of people who went through the middle-ages, the great plagues, slavery, World Wars, nuclear bombs, genocide, the ice age.

Whatever is to come the answer is not to ignore it, which I agree has been the major coping mechanism of the vast majority of people, but it is also not to give into the fear. As spiritual warriors we must be willing to fight like the angel Micheal for ourselves and those we love. And we must be willing to sacrifice – which we will all do whether we like it or not eventually – for the greater good.

I believe the world has become increasingly more divided into the ME FIRST GREEDY CAMP and the HUMANITARIAN/ECOLOGICALLY MINDED CAMP.  I can’t break humanity down into black and white, good and evil camps since we are far too complex for that. However there are people who are other centered – who would gladly share their last piece of bread with a stranger who is starving and those who would steal the last piece of bread from a starving child to warehouse it for themselves for future possible use.

Unfortunately, those who operate entirely from a survival, lower-chakra sort of (ME First Camp Place) are in the majority, and those who may have been pushed toward higher development are being pushed through fear toward their darker natures and falling into a lower vibration. These are trying times, and in trying times it’s much harder to do the right thing then it is when everything is going one’s way.

But never in the history of the world has it been more important than now to hold onto one’s humanity, to help those in need and to call people on their greedy and awful behavior. If there is a gospel to be preached it is the golden rule.

We must balance the awful truth with how we can mollify the darkness. The tip of the storm is hitting us, but instead of hunkering down and closing the bomb shelter doors so no one else can get in – we must do what we can to wake people to the coming dangers and help people see that the situation is dire and can be corrected over the long arc of history and time.

Remember YOU have POWER.

More than you have been taught, more than anyone has allowed you to know. This is what it meant when the bible said, “The meek shall inherit the earth.” The meek, or the trodden upon, are the masses of those who play by the rules and do the right thing, they are not the few greedy who steal from the many.

The greedy will fall and no amount of money will be able to save them. Revolutions will only continue to catch fire as Uranus is in Aries squaring Pluto in Capricorn, or to put it in layman’s terms people’s self-interest to survive will cause the false financial infrastructure to fall. It is my very sad opinion that those 400 Americans who make the same amount of money as 50% of our population does combined, don’t have any motivation to care about “the peasants.” I believe they feel their money will protect them, they will buy space in underground bomb shelters or have some fantasy about jetting around the planet to safe zones. But the reality is that once the people rise up against them, their money will be as meaningful as the plain paper it started out as.

The US hasn’t been a democracy for a long time. In a democracy the people determine policy not corporations. Ironically, the Republicans who have been being paid to support the gun lobby may find that the real reason for the 2nd amendment will be called upon if they continue to take people’s chances to make a living and support their children away from them.

So far we have seen the gun nuts all on the right, but as things become more polarized we may very well see violence, riots and even revolution here in our country – if people continue to push the poor into a corner where death by fighting looks better than sitting idylly by as they and their children starve to death.

I am not advocating this in any way, I am just stating what will happen if compassion and humanity doesn’t truly permeate American policy and Corporate interests continue to march us toward new, innovative forms of indentured servitude.

Please use this site as a way to stay in community with one another. Stay strong in yourself and your connection to the Great Spirit whatever religion you utilize as your path. God is not causing these horrible atrocities to punish us. Endings are not punishment they are just part of new beginnings.

Try to stay away from thinking in terms of the punishing jealous patriarchal vision of the Great Spirit. I know we have all been raised in a western world and our minds automatically turn to these thoughts, but truly God is good and forgiving and full of love. Pain and death and endings, are just ways to move things forward and tools for teaching and evolving.

Many blessings to all – stay balanced, meditate and pray for our world, the animals, plants and most of all the evolution of humanity,

Sending you all and our aching planet much love,

Denise

Japan Triple Disaster

I understand why the Japanese and other world governments haven’t been telling us the truth about the meltdown at the plant. There is very little to be done with their population to keep them entirely safe.

Why they didn’t deploy the Chernobyl technique of entombing the plant in cement once the salt water last-ditch effort started, I don’t know. They are needlessly exposing their people to radiation and the world to a constant stream of radioactive material.

We’ve heard everything from “experts” who are operating almost entirely in the dark from – it’s not going to be as bad as 3 Mile Island during the first few days of the crisis – to yesterday, from several scientists, the belief it had already surpassed the Chernobyl disaster, at a level 7 plant disaster. The French officials today have put it at a 6. The Japanese increased it from a 4 to a 5 today.

I have been staying out of the prediction business as of late because we are in a very negative cycle that we are going to have to live through. Now is the time of reckoning, we are past the point of being able to stop the worst of the karma we have inflicted. I don’t like to be negative. And I don’t like freaking people out. Instead I urge everyone to pray for the health of the planet and to use spiritual protection for your families and yourselves.

I have had a series of very disturbing dreams and visitations, starting last summer. Due to these I knew revolutions were coming and many other terrifying things. Here’s the thing, we as individuals can’t do much to change what is happening. However we can use our power of visualization, prayer and positive energy to help those in need and to help offset the worst of the energy and protect the innocent.

I truly wish we could get the truth from Japan about the real levels coming out of this plant. I would urge all Americans to not believe the notion that the levels of radiation are going to be negligible especially in regards to children. As adults the effects will not be as severe however children are still developing.

Let’s just use pure logic. There are reports that as many as 6 of the reactors could be melting down or have melted down. If you times that by the one nuclear meltdown that happened at Chernobyl you can see that the real truth could be a level 7 times six reactors. I’m not saying this is going to happen. I have a strong intuition based on a series of dreams that at least 2 will probably melt down at least partially and be at Chernobyl levels if not more. No one is talking about the reality of these problems and the effect it will have on the entire planet. In fact I don’t think anyone wants to even consider how big this disaster truly could become if all of those reactors melted down.

So what to do? If the radioactive cloud comes your way and you live in a drafty old house like I do, then seal up the areas where drafts are with heavy plastic and duct tape. Keep extra water, canned goods and a basic emergency kit so you don’t have to leave your home for at least a few days if not longer. And of course stay inside as much as possible. Turn off your ventilation system to the outside – which would mean any central or air and heating. Just use space heaters and regular fans for those periods when there is radioactive fall out in your area.

Something no one is talking about is that there have been radioactive levels have been found here in CA. I saw evidence that levels were much higher than had been reported yesterday in the area of Bakersfield where an independent company took a reading.

Historically governments don’t tell people much because they don’t want to create panic and they really don’t know what to do. I don’t think it’s because they are evil. I know from my own experience, one doesn’t want people to lose sight of other important things and for most people there is little they can do.

From first hand experience (here in the Los Angeles area) yesterday and today – I went outside. The sky had a strange orange glow and there was a light ash coming down which had covered both my cars (which are black). I was out in the environment for a total of about half an hour on and off while doing errands and my lungs hurt.

Today I went out for about five minutes and my nose began running immediately and my lungs again hurt. For what it’s worth, I don’t have lung issues and once I went inside my nose stopped running. This maybe anecdotal evidence that something strange is going on, but that’s all we have as there are no hard facts. I have found no solid hard numbers. One thing will come out and contradict another. It’s very confusing.

Trust your own intuition.

If you have kids and you live on the west coast (or anywhere you feel there is something odd going on) make sure to keep them indoors and if you have to go outside wear stuff you can wash and take them off once you get inside, throw your stuff (including your shoes, so wear tennis shoes or something washable) in the washing machine, take a shower so you don’t spread any radiation around your home.

While small levels (if this info is even true) won’t bother grown ups, it can have adverse health effects for young children down the road. It’s not worth taking the risk. If one does all these things you and your family should be fine. Also later, make sure that any milk you buy has been tested for radiation or buy from an area that has for sure not been effected. Milk is one food that will be most affected from any radiation.

And also important, pray. Use the lesser pentagram ritual I have posted on this site and ask the Great Spirit for guidance and clarity. You will hear the voice of the Great Spirit in dreams, also as a small voice that is charged with emotion deep inside yourself. We are all part of God. The more we connect with the Great Spirit, the more protected and at one with the will of the Universe we become.

Many blessings, keep safe and trust your intuition,

Denise

For those who don’t feel they have much intuition or know how to access it, the best way is through meditation. You can look online for techniques that resonate with your beliefs and personality.

Mars Retrograde…

Ones step forward three steps back. This is the third time we had to have the tile ripped out in our shower and replaced because it wasn’t draining. OK, this is the most annoying Mars retrograde I can ever remember. Everything feels as if it’s in limbo. So if you’re feeling this way, good news – it ends! Yeah, this week on the 11th. So things will move forward without drag again.

Also I’m hopeful (for all my clients) that construction will actually be done this week. So I’ll e-mail you all when it really is finished. This was supposed to take less than a week! Now it’s been about a month. Oh, well, I’m sorry for all of you out there who have pressing questions. For some reason however I’ve been feeling I’m not supposed to say anything right now. That the Universe has been putting obstacles in my way (in terms of doing readings and blogging predictions) for some greater purpose.

There have been some unusual phenomena around my home ( I feel sorry for my husband, he gets really freaked out by this stuff, just as my mother and brother did when I lived with them as a  kid.) Last night we were awoken at 4:18 AM by three knocks on the side of the house. Actually, it sounded like the knocks came from inside the room, they were very loud. I’ve been seeing the spirit of a Rabbi (from the early 1900s late 1800s) outside looking into my house and walking up to my door, each time he came it was a few days before a major earthquake. I know he’s trying to tell me something, but he seems to have trouble communicating. I suppose I have to invite him in to have a chat which I’m not really all that into doing. Instead I might just continue trying to talk to him while out and about. I have heavy protection around my home, even my relatives couldn’t get in until I gave them direct permission.

If anyone is having problems with unwanted visitors use the Lesser Pentagram Ritual and do it every  night. ( You can search Lesser Pentagram in the blog’s search function and there are detailed instructions with links to video on how to do it here on the blog.) It will create an impenetrable fortress. As a matter of fact I did it in our old home’s bedroom every night and it was the only part of the structure that wasn’t annihilated in the Northridge earthquake.

For now I have this feeling something very strange is going on, almost as if time has shifted. I wonder if other precognitive people have noticed that the time in which information is imparted and is manifested has been compressed. Now this could just be me, but I’ve noticed this trend happening over the past few years. In my case it could be a personality shift toward the present or the medicines I have to take for my neurological problems. So if anyone else has noticed this please let me know. I thought perhaps the blog made the problem worse, that in this time of turmoil people might be meant to find their own way and not look to anyone else to warn or worry them about the next impending problem.

Something I have always wondered was why? Why do spirits/angels/inter-dimensional beings/spirit guides or whoever they are, tell me what is going to happen, show me in great detail and or in strange mysterious code, what is to be, sometimes as far in the future as 5 to 10 years? Often it is a world event or about someone else – things I have no control over. So what am I supposed to do with that information? And then it hit me… I’m not supposed to do anything with that information. I’m just one of many lightning rods that ground the energy here on earth. I’m a radio, a lightening rod, a receiver and not meant to change the future. This was a relief as you can imagine! There are thousands perhaps millions of us, gateways that glue the etheric, astral and physical worlds together. Actually, anyone who has ever had a psychic knowing has been that glue and has felt that oneness with the everything. I’m sure everyone reading this blog has had at least one of these inspirational experiences (or  scary, depending on the situation.)

Anyway, for now I have to get back to dealing with all the backwards things that Mars retrograde has created.

Best wishes and many blessings,

Denise

UFOs

From Lenora:

These aliens people have been seeing, which ones are they? Here is a list and description of known types of aliens:

http://www.ufocasebook.com/alientypes.html

I have my own theory and would like to see if others are thinking the same thing I am. I just wondered why they picked on the Haitians who seem like pretty harmless as far as weapons that might cause damage to an alien craft are concerned. i do believe these aliens have a fear of our atomic weapons.

I clicked on the link of different alien types. I think the author is correct about a lot, if not all of his assertions and types of aliens. I have never seen or heard anyone put together the alien agenda in the way I felt it was, which is pretty much what came to me before the quake in Haiti. Why (if this is connected to the aliens) they would want to destroy or start their war in that part of the world, I don’t know. It makes me wonder if it was due to the extreme poverty and the desire to do as much damage as possible to the Collective psyche of our race as possible. The devastation there is palpable, I can’t help but feel it – have had a migraine for a week now that will not go away. I don’t think I’m alone in the effect so many people are and have been feeling since this has happened. Perhaps it was meant to throw us off so other attacks would be easier, our minds fixated on this crisis and our emotions frazzled by the horrifying destruction.

I hope what I saw was just a metaphor and had no literal truth to it. This is always a problem when dealing with inter-dimensional beings whether they be aliens, angels, spirit guides or ghosts. It’s very difficult to get a handle on whether these beings are presenting an image of what they want to project or if people/sensitives are seeing them as they truly are. Or if they are speaking in metaphor, riddle or literally.

Please keep the comments and dreams coming.

Blessings,

Denise

Karina’s Comments & Readers Dreams…

It’s interesting that Karina had nearly an identical dream, my husband also had a similar dream and others have told me they too had dreams that put this earthquake together with aliens. I’m not sure if the dreams are symbolic yet or if there really is/was an extraterrestrial component to this.

Interesting to note that the other dream I had about the terrible storm seems to be taking form in a very bad storm coming toward southern California and fears that it will cause mud slides in the areas burned last summer.

Please keep posting dreams. I’m going to go over the dream journal and see if there is anything in there that seems related to the now (what appears to be a collective dream of at least 3 people). Please post any dream you have that you feel maybe related to these either on the front page or in the dream journal. Let’s see if there are patterns that can be deciphered.

We are all one, we all have the ability to see the future – time is an illusion.

Blessings,

Denise

Chart of Haiti w/analysis about the Earthquake…

I found this chart of Haiti on-line. It was taken from a book according to the blog I found it on. The astrologer who posted it said something about Haiti being in a Saturn return. Well, that’s very unlikely to cause anything like the devastation we have seen. If this were so every 27-29 years each country would go through a horrible disaster, and if this was a measure of a Haitian Saturn return than there would be no Haiti by now.

Events like earthquakes and major disasters (in my opinion) can only be truly predicted by the very outer planets and perhaps we will find (with research over the next several years) the trans-Neptunian objects. So here’s the chart and I’ll tell everyone what I think really happened.Here’s a PDF of the same chart: Haiti

You can clearly see the collection of planets in Capricorn at the bottom of the chart from the 3rd and into the 4th house.  While transiting Saturn was hitting natal Saturn by a little over a degree on 1-12-2010 at the time of the earthquake, it is the square to the transiting Pluto which was in exact conjunction to Mars at that time and also conjunct the 4th house cusp (which rules the motherland.) Of course, the houses are difficult here due to the impossible task of figuring out the exact moment of liberation. This chart uses 0 hour of January 1st as a guesstimate. It could very well be that Mars is nataly in the 4th which would explain the constant uprising and fighting and also the deadly destruction when Pluto hit that Mars on the 12th.

Haiti has a number of planets in Capricorn and as Pluto goes through and hits them there will be likely many changes in that country. The next hit will activate a sextile to natal Pluto and could mean the restructuring of the government, how relief organizations and the health care system work in Haiti (it’s in the 6th) through the friendly intervention of more powerful allies. Ultimately, this horrible tragedy will bring the world’s attention to the need for Haiti to be restructured both literally and metaphorically. It will take many, many years – at least a generation for Haiti to rebuild and when it does it will be a very different place.

Blessings…

Please keep the Haiti in your prayers,

Denise

Earthquake in Northern California…

There has been a bunch of activity on the ring of fire since the sea lions left northern California and the whales have been off their migration pattern. Tonight (1-9-2010)  there was a 6.5 earthquake near Eureka off the coast. A 6.5 is huge, it was a 6.7 that devastated southern CA in 1994. That was the most frightening thing I’ve ever experienced. It was terrifying. So a 6.5 is nothing to sneeze at. Here’s a link to an article about the northern California quake…
http://www.latimes.com/news/local/la-me-eureka-quake10-2010jan10,0,4204701.story

I think the sea lions and the whales felt this one coming. Let’s just hope this is not a fore shock to an even bigger quake out at sea. It makes sense that the sea creatures would react to this more than any other animals since this was basically in their hood.

Many blessings and have a great 2010,

Denise

Domestic Terrorism & Earthquakes…

Today there was a group of domestic terrorists who were planning to bomb an American city and also to get technology to shoot down a military aircraft. This again were Americans not foreigners, not Al Qaeda or related to them in any way. I immediately thought of the chart of Chicago and my prediction that there would be a foiled domestic terrorist attack in 2010. I believe the dudes they arrested were in New York. But I’m not sure and certainly not sure what city they planned to attack. So I copied the earlier post and am going to post a link to it so anyone who is interested can read it in its full context.

Here are some city charts for reference. As I looked at Chicago my fears for its safety were again aroused as Pluto will be making some very bad aspects in 2010 and 2013. I will go into that at a later point. I feel that it will be domestic terrorists this time, not foreign, that hit Chicago. I have a feeling there will be an attempt in 2010 but it won’t work or will be stopped but another attempt will happen in 2013, and that one could be very bad.

Here’s the link to the full post for anyone interested.
https://astrologyandpsychicpredictions.wordpress.com/2008/11/18/answering-readers-questions-                      

 

Sorry I haven’t had a chance to answer everyone lately. I’ve been hit by a swarm of headaches. Oh and that reminds me I mentioned a few months ago seeing a swarm of bright green lights which I always associate with earthquakes. I know a lot of SoCal residents are getting nervous. But I don’t feel that there is a major earthquake coming in the next couple of years. It will come as they always do, but we have some time before the next big one down here. I’ll let you all know if my feeling changes about that or if I start to get that vibe. I certainly have had the earthquake headaches though. Those kind don’t go away no matter what you do. It’s a migraine that there is no relief from unfortunately.

Best wishes and many blessings,

Denise

Wishing you all a happy Memorial Day weekend!

Earthquakes and Auras

Odd as this may sound I’ve noticed a lime green color in people’s auras, and also sort of floating around always and only within a week of an earthquake. For those of you who see aura colors and live in earthquake country, this is a big heads up. Also if you own pets and they start acting very oddly, and/or you notice everyone around you getting terrible headaches, and extremely erratic driving be aware, there could be an earthquake coming. 

For those of you who don’t see auras but are interested in learning or trying to see them, there is one way that really works. You have to work with a partner (I guess you could try this alone but it would be hard). First do some meditation to clear your minds. Dim the light so that you can barely see. Then take turns standing in front of a white wall. It’s best if you have as much skin exposed as possible. if you are both comfortable being naked with the other person that’s the best (I’m not comfortable being naked so I’d go for a tank top, but that’s me) squint your eyes and look just above the line of their body. At first you may get vague impressions or feelings about colors, then as you practice more you will start to see colors. Later you may find yourself in the middle of a conversation over coffee and see someones aura if work at it or turns out you have a hidden talent for it.

Here are some basic color definitions please post your own associations on the blog. I’m always interested to see how colors appear and what they mean to different people. 

Yellow: Super analytical, left brain type. If you see this as a blob on the head it means the person is thinking, usually about something very left brained like math. This type is very logical and can be intolerant of spiritual or emotional types. On the negative side they can come across as arrogant to sensitives because they have a tendency to be judgmental about anything that strikes them as flaky.

Red: I’ve only seen this in spots on people and it usually, for me, means there is physical problem that needs to be addressed where the spot is. If it is more detached and has other colors associated in the spot it indicates (for me) an emotional problem, usually suppressed anger.

Orange: I’ve seen this pretty rarely as well, as most of my friends are in the cool spectrum. But anyway, it indicates intense passion, creativity and in one person I knew whose whole aura was orange, he had an invasive sexuality. Everything he did and said seemed like he was astrally tongue kissing you. 

Green: Ah, the healer. These people tell you everything is going to be OK and you completely believe them. They have this intense calmness and groundedness. They are great with their hands and often go into some form of healing as a profession or I’ve seen sculptures who are greens as well.

Blue: Calm yet emotional, loyal, kind hearted, easy going for the most part. They are very balanced and have good command of both their right and left brains. They are creative but also logical. They are spiritual or religious but again it is in balance.

Indigo: A new color, added to the human spectrum according to older psychics around the 1960s. This is when they began seeing it in some children. It has become more common now. They are psychic, spiritual, eccentric, strong willed, independent minded and can be moody. They are very creative but their creativity comes from tapping into the collective unconscious rather than in the case of the oranges whose creativity is more raw and primal.

Violet: Very spiritual, psychic, leader types, bossy, can be a  know-it-all. Sylvia Brown is kind of a full on Violet personality type but a negative version. A more positive version would be Allison Dubois (from the show “Medium”).  They are really intense and can be a handful but they are very spiritually powerful.

White/silver: I’ve only seen this (oddly) around people who were trying to project a persona. It doesn’t seem to be a natural human aura color but rather a protective shell that is meant to hide the real personality. Not to say there is anything bad about these people, they could be either insecure or assuming a role instead of being themselves. They are usually good people who are trying to live up to a lot.

Gray: If you see someone with this, tell them to go to a doctor ASAP. This is the color of someone who is physically ill. I was at the David Letterman show a few weeks before his heart attack and he had a really sick gray look in his aura. This is when I started to put the gray aura together with heart attacks. It usually is heart related from my experience.

Chartreuse: Now that’s a weird one huh! Yes, it is. I’ve seen it only twice and if you see it run for the hills this is a person who is trying to seem like something they are not. Both times the person was “new age,” and very messed up emotionally. They may want to help others but they don’t have the knowledge or ability and are trying to project something that isn’t real. This is the color of a con.

Magenta: Very spirited, whimsical, artistic, fun loving people who love to be different.

If anyone has more questions or again, if anyone has different associations with the aura colors please post them. I’ve noticed different psychics will attribute different characteristics to the colors. Perhaps we all notice different things about people with different aura colors depending on our perspective.

Best wishes and many blessings to all,

Denise