Hey everyone some news

I haven’t been on much in the past week but I see there has been a lot of activity, so much input on so many posts that I thought I’d address everything here.

I’ve started reading this excellent book called The Fourth Turning by William Strauss and Neil Howe. I highly recommend it. It is about how our philosophies of time have shaped our beliefs and vice versa – more importantly it looks at the cycles of time over generations as human history has a natural cycle. They are historians but their theories eerily overlap with what happens to be a Uranus cycle in astrology. They agree with me that generation X starts in 1961 – I’d put the cusp at 1958 because Pluto shifted to Virgo then but it’s pretty close. In 1961 both Uranus and Pluto had moved into Virgo and then held close as they moved into Libra before diverging. They put the generation line up to 1981 this is a bit later then I would place it but it makes sense for a cusp.

I have begun editing the novel I posted here eons ago. Rereading it I realized that I had invented the iPad in the book in 1999 eleven years before it came out – that was weird I called it an e-notebook – had to change that to tablet. So many things in that book are freakishly prescient. It finally seems like the time is right to have birth it so I’m on it.

The alien thing is really a major obsession right now. And I too have noticed tremendous synchronicities. Sounds like I’m not the only one. So many it’s getting very strange especially regarding the book and alien/UFO related stuff. The first thing I thought when the Malaysian airliner disappeared was The Bermuda Triangle x 10. How unbelievably eerie that a jet with 239 people – most if not all having cell phones (basically tracking devices on them) a black box that sends out a signal for more than 30 days, not to mention radar and hundreds of satellites – how could it just disappear? I wondered if it collided with a UFO. UFO’s are known to disrupt electronics and if it hit an object going as fast as something like that it would probably just vaporize the airplane. It’s so crazy. I don’t get the feeling any answers will be forthcoming. I feel for all of those families and of course the people on board.

My intuition that things are still tenuous on a number of fronts was confirmed by the book I’m reading. It was written in 1997 and the authors predicted the fourth turning – a time of reaping or historical winter was to fall shortly after the turn of the century until around 2020-2025. After that a new cycle is supposed to occur.

On that note their was a meeting in congress about climate change – the democrats brought it up. They are trying to bring some heat to the issue but the republicans are trying to squash their efforts.

I had a dream the other night that I was looking down this empty abandoned road and there was a goofy elephant – oversized even for an elephant. It was wearing clothing, a hat as well I think, and it was stuck between two buildings. No one but me noticed. It was far away and I remember thinking it was a symbolic representation of the Republican Party. They are stuck.

I wish we had two viable parties but we have only the lesser of two parties – one in the pocket of the greediest capitalists and the other in the pocket of more benign capitalists – both relatively powerless as our government has had a seething infestation of secret interests and back room deals going on since the onset of the industrial revolution. It’s the disease that I fear is bringing us to our knees and will eventually have to be cured through restructuring, collapse or revolution – neither of the two later answers do I want to see. Restructuring seems the most palatable but also seems the least likely because it would require our government to have insight, self-regulation and the ability to stand up to the almighty dollar which it doesn’t appear capable of.

I will read more of your comments over the next few days.

And some good news my migraines are much better right now. I really don’t know why. In general moving away from Los Angeles helped. I think pollution and lots of allergens were heavy contributors. I am slowly taking myself off all the medicines I was put on by neurologists. I sometimes wonder if my neurological stuff is related to being psychically overwhelmed and perhaps some other weirder stuff I won’t go into. It could be partially related to my blocking some memories which have been surfacing the past 6 months and they have to do with UFOs and strange phenomena I have experienced. Thanks to all of you who have shown concern about this issue. I had some heavy transits that really should have killed me so it’s not surprising that I got very ill. I feel like that is lifting now. My health is the most vulnerable thing about me. I have always had problems in that area since I was a very small child. While I wouldn’t wish that crap on another soul I feel it is part of my journey. We all have to contend with the darkness and for each of us it manifests differently.

Many blessings,
Denise

Many blessings to all

Hey everyone some news

Answering Readers!

I’m back. I had a horrible series of migraines. Seems like they always happen before disasters, all those tragic fires happening all over the country at the same time! How awful!  And the hurricane, and the explosion of the other oil platform. It was just before the platform explosion that the cluster of migraines started. This was a particularly painful grouping.

I’ve read a lot about migraines now. I have a couple of different rare forms, hemiplegic and basilar. They are both awful, truly. One causes seizures, paralysis and an inability to speak and can put a person in a coma, the other is extremely painful and causes me to vomit and have out of control nausea. It totally sucks. I’ve heard (from a spiritual standpoint) that migraines are caused from an over-stimulation of the 6th and 7h chakras – which would make sense in my case. Interestingly, Carolyn Myss a famous medical intuitive and New Age writer had a series of seizures after which she found her psychic abilities grew tremendously. There seems to be some connection between neurological issues and psychic ability – again this makes sense to me. I feel like I’m literally wired differently then some people, which is both a gift and a curse. Nothing comes free in this world.

Anyway, I’m here to answer a question I over looked and please if I didn’t answer a question re-send it to me. I have been swamped with e-mail, much of it I didn’t even see because I was out of it for about a week.

Here goes:

I have followed your site for some time.
Much love goes to you for your deep passion concerning humanity.
And to your guides.

My question is: What is going to be my new career? and/or what is my purpose?
December 30, 1966
Wellsboro, PA.

C

These are pretty big and broad questions so I’m just going to start with what I was told was your birth time by someone in your family. I think a great or great, or great-great grandmother (dressed in black, wearing an old-fashioned strange hat) who was present at your birth in spirit. She said you were born at 1:15 AM it turned 1:16 soon after so I put it at 1:15 and 49 seconds.  She tells me your mother was very lonely at the time of your birth and while she loved you and wanted you, she was scared and not sure if she was ready for you at that point in her life.

In the chart I erected for you have the Moon conjunct Jupiter in the 10th house which I would take as your mother (or mother figure) was the person who provided for you for at least part of your childhood. You are a very optimistic person with a sense of a higher purpose, your life has been very difficult with Saturn ruling your 4th house of home, family, parents. You also have Mars in Libra in the 12th house, so you have to always be careful you are not victimized by others. You have chosen a difficult life to purge yourself of a lot of old stuff from other lifetimes. You are doing an amazing job and I feel you have accomplished much (spiritually) in this lifetime. Your life is really that of spiritual person. And in some ways you are like a monk or a rabbi – things are not what you value. You are incredibly creative yet with Saturn in your 5th house opposing your Uranus Pluto conjunction in your 11th you are easily discouraged from showing your gifts. You have natural talent in many areas. You have Neptune trining Saturn in your 5th, so you could use your natural intuition and psychic gifts to make a living and for your art.  You also have Venus on the angle of your 3rd house trining Uranus and Pluto also Venus rules your chart (Libra rising), so it might be easier for you to write than do anything else (in terms of creative stuff) although you are multi-talented (you have your SUn, Mercury and Venus in your 3rd house). It was my first instinct that you should be writing and communicating with others your ideas, philosophies and knowledge, teaching through drama. So I really think you should do both creative writing and also perhaps at some point write a memoir. You have had quite a life. But you are very loved. You are also very comfortable with both sides of yourself masculine and feminine. My biggest worry for you despite the fact that you have quite a bit of earth in your chart, is that you have a tendency to let yourself float out into the ether. You need structure, discipline (in terms of setting goals for yourself that are realistic) and roots. I’m not sure you’ve had strong roots with Aquarius taking up the majority of the 4th and Saturn ruling the 4th. You are a very dynamic, and complicated person even to yourself. You have a lot of passion and it comes out sometimes when you least expect it. You are very spiritual, compassionate and a bodhisattva. Someone who is on the road to enlightenment.  At this point your biggest troubles are the road blocks you put in your own way for fear you are not good enough. With Moon and Jupiter in your 10th house culminating you could be very successful, even famous for your creative work. I would encourage you in that direction. Also the Moon Jupiter in the 10th could be used to be a successful actor or politician. I think however with so much Capricorn you would feel most comfortable showing this side of yourself to the public through your words, or through a medium that is not as direct. You have a bunch of planets in your 3rd house which also indicates writing and teaching through your words.

Best wishes and many blessings to you,

Denise

Answering Readers!

A Migraine Poll…

Sorry I couldn’t post today I had a horrible migraine.

I actually suffer from a rare form of migraine called hemiplegic migraine (in Denmark where it is most common it’s 1 in 10,000 people, here in the states there are no figures I could find.) I go blind, often vomit, have seizures, am in intense level 10 pain, sometimes become paralyzed on one side of my body, have unexplained fevers, have ataxia and the inability to put a sentence together. It really sucks.

I was wondering if any of you out there, among my fellow sensitives have suffered from migraines. A friend asked me to do a poll out of curiosity.

Please leave a post if you are both a psychic and or sensitive and suffer from the disease. I never thought of there being a correlation until she brought it up. But it would be interesting to see if there is a correlation.

A Migraine Poll…